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Sunday, February 24, 2008]
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Bad week.
Real bad. Been moodswinging and PMS-ing everybody this week (or last week, depending on what your concept of a Sabbath is) Yup, and according to a few of my friends, it's pretty scary to see me damned and really pissed and annoyed one moment and happy dappy-ish the next. or maybe sad, miserable and depressed one moment and just really really mixed up the next. i dunno, i haven't been feeling good at all so i apologise to everybody in advance for this week (or next week, again depending on whether the Sabbath is the start of a new week or the end of one. frankly speaking, i think Sunday's should be the beginning of the week. makes me feel better to know that you're not starting your week on a horrible depressing note of school)
I think i'm getting a bit paranoid and confused about certain issues now. I'm not sure if i'm leading myself into the right direction i want to take or if i'm doing the right thing. should the desire for popularity and being known and wanted overtake the part of your heart that cares and sympathises with others? is it right to even want these worldly things?
i mean, what's it take to want to be the person everybody likes and yet retain that little goodness of yourself? i feel like i'm trying to read everybody's minds to see if i'm doing the right thing. I'm afraid to show and display my true self just because i know if i screw something up, my whole world's gonna turn away from me until i do something worthy enough of their attention and their "love".
moving on to a happier note, our OM script
FINALLY got accepted and we can
ACTUALLY work on our backdrop. the meeting ytd was pretty productive cuz we managed to get the backdrop done and started painting it. managed to figure out the base of it too after FORVER because of the visual person i am, i couldn't, for the life of me understand a word of what the 3 of them were discussing until i marched down with Pinkie to go get the stuff we were gonna use for the base. It's a
secret and the only clue i'm going to give is that it makes you fat but it's just so damn good. :D
I FINALLY climbed to the top of the spider web outside Pinkie's place ytd. :D I'm absolutely proud of myself and now my next task is to drag Sarah, screaming and kicking up there with Beatrice. >:) okay, this is gonna sound weird but i've got a mozzie bite on my butt right now and it's seriously itching like shit. I CAN'T STAND IT! i
know if i scratch it it's gonna leave a scab there and it's gonna hurt like hell when i shower in like 10 seconds but it's PISSING ME OFF!!! oh and Beatrice and i launched a war against the two fat aedes mosquitoes in Pinkie's attic. stupid flying things.
kay, service today was pretty uneventful, other than the fact that i just realised aaron's handwriting is freaking beautiful and flowery and that i went broke playing the stupid drum game in the arcade. i feel so stupid now. i went to church with 15 and i came back with 2.20. of course that includes lunch and the pocky for evelyn. speaking of whom...
EVELYN'S BABY (AMOS) POPPED YESTERDAY!it's sooooooo cool! and he is super cute and he's already learned to smile :D little fat thing. okay better go off and shower then complete my homework before my sister and dad come back from tennis and start screaming at me.
toodle-loos!
procastinating at 2:34 AM
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008]
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YO PEEPS! KELLY IS BACK TO INJECT LIFE INTO HER EVER AWESOME BLOG!
oh yeah and
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR RATSS!!!
doesn't that just brighten up your day? right, so yes i'm back and i'm up and typing and i'm also feeling damn tired. advice to everybody: do NOT (yes i mean do
NOT) sleep at 12 30AM and wake up at 12PM the next day. it totally disrupts your body routine and the rate your mind is thinking. let's say your thoughts are going at about 100km/h on normal days (which don't occur very often i tell you) if you do what i just told you NOT to do, your thought/s will stroll by at 35km/h and your movements will be like that of a slug. oh no wait, a slug AND a sloth. or maybe a snail too. but yes the whole point is, don't sleep for 12 hours straight even if you're trying to catch up on sleep because it tires out your whole body that has been lying down for 12 hours straight and ruins the rest of the day for you. so be smart and follow my advice.
okay i don't feel like blogging anymore right now after realising how little money i'm going to get this year and how much i'm pigging out. you know what? i think i will go and cycle and make myself feel better. bye bye!
procastinating at 10:05 PM
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