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Friday, December 28, 2007]
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FEAR NOT. I AM HERE TO HOLD YOUR HAND and watch you diehello. my deepest apologies for keeping you guys waiting for this long awaited post. i know you all miss me and you're simply just
dying for something written by my 9 fingers! (the left thumb doesn't do anything. HAH gotcha there)
loads of stuff happened while i was gone. one of the most major events was the dearly loved and missed annual BASIC camp! :D guess i had some fun. i wasn't really expecting to have like LOADS AND LOADS of fun and be really really happy and all but i still managed to enjoy my time spent there at PGPR (aka
Prince
George's
Park
Residences) and make new friends!
as the highlight always is.
altho i totally made a fool out of myself and i can bet everybody's gonna rmb this for a looong time, i can admittedly say that i had fun on stage during the
Finale Night. :D the skit was really impromptu but my group still managed to get like 4th overall! i'm really proud of y'all :D of course for once, everybody contributed and that resulted in a very successful performance. not to mention we also had somebody in our group who studied filming and all those movie stuff. hahaha!
another major event was the FAB little
ice-skating trip that the BASIC people made to jurong east fuji ice center! (or something along those lines) i had LOADS of fun there cuz....
I LEARNT HOW TO ICE SKATE!thanks to people like clare, samantha, jess, tammy :D hahaha, han mae was like escorted practically the whole time by two other girls and when they were skating by themselves, she was stuck to the wall o.O yup, so i can proudly claim that i didn't waste my $14.70 there cuz i made new friends too! and i learnt new stuff and i grew closer to some people :)
after skating we went for lunch and i think the caramel choc i had before didn't agree with my stomach, had a little dispute with it, made it's mark and left when han mae starting spoon-feeding me. (yeah i know, spoon-feeding?!) i'm telling you she's nuts about taking pictures. my phone is not safe when she's around!
i went with clare, dwight and luke to watch a movie but when i found out (to my utter most horror) that alvin and the chipmunks was showing at 5.40 and they wanted to watch i am legend, i hastily prayed for a miracle and my phone (thank you GOD) rang and i managed to escape from yet another bad movie. phew.
but then again, i got myself into some "shopping" with han mae, jess, samantha, natalie and samuel. -.- i don't even know if i should thank GOD anymore. hah. the walking around endlessly (and getting LOST because some genius went to roxy instead of the mrt) made the aching from ice skating even WORSE cuz the skates were damn tight (thanks to tammy. but then again, she saved me from a sprained ankle)
i was super super tired when i went home but all in all, it was worth it. :D okay i'm going to cut my hair now so tata dearies and pray that my hair won't look like crap.
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007]
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oh puh-lease.
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aww maaan... camp's in approx. 21.5hrs and i really don't know why i'm not exactly jumping for joy at the prospect of most likely staying in a single room all by myself in strangerland PLUS being mangled by my evil friends who posted THE most embarassing videos on me on
youtube every. single. night.
sigh...
but ANYWAY! looking on the brighter side of today, I have finally finished packing my room AND wrapping all of my textbooks without any help from anybody :D i feel so proud of myself! so this just leaves me with the few million Christmas cards i have left to make. OH and i need some opinions and advice:
should i give my church friends (as a mass gift giving kind of thing)
#1. CANDY CANES!
#2. COOKIES!
#3. CHOCOLATE! (i dunno what kind tho')
#4.
ALL OF THE ABOVE! A FAKE ROSE! (i dunno where to get these from OR how to make em' o.O)
i don't really like the idea of cookies honestly speaking and as for chocolates, i have no clue what kind to give and it doesn't seem like a very... Christmas-y gift. BUT! candycanes are absolutely perfect (to me) cuz i can actually attach a small card to every single one of them and give them out PLUS they're really really easy to carry around and they're probably one of the best things to eat around Christmas time next to log cakes and big big feasts :D
as for a rose.. it doesn't seem too appropriate for Christmas. more of concerts or valentine's day and stuff like that. plus, i have no idea where everybody got those fake roses during the concert neither do i know how to construct a rose out of paper and pipe cleaners. o.O?
okay it is decided then, i shall go to the supermarket this weekend and get a whole box of a dozen candy canes and prepare little tiny cards and give them out to my dear church friends! :D i hope they like it.
and yes i haven't forgotten my wonderful SCHOOL friends just yet! i have/am going to prepared/prepare Christmas cards! but of course, my designs are limited (and apparently, so is my marker ink ):<) so not ALL of you will have the honour of receiving one of my very special cards but FEAR NOT! you may expect one on a very special day! ;D mind you these cards are taking FOREVER to do. i've only done like....*counts fervently* FOUR! and i've got like... *counts even more fervently* FOUR more to go! that's a hell lot of cards! and as much as i'd love to send some overseas, time constrains me. sighh.. i'm seriously considering stealing some of my sister's cards. BUT NEVER FEAR! i must persevere and move on! i must persist and complete this unnerving task BY TODAY! that is,
after SOMEBODY gets out of the room now >:(
okay so now that i've sorted out the bulk of my problems, let us review the darling LIST again shall we?
Priority ONE/ Finish maths!
Priority TWO/ Throw paper into recycling bin!
Priority THREE/ Clean up room!
Priority FOUR/ Read at least 2 books by the end of the year!
Priority FIVE/ Finish up your Christmas cards!
WOAH! that means i'm neeaarly done! and that ALSO means i will be done by today because i am TOTALLY going to finish my cards by today. but i'll also have to find a way to get people's addresses because apparently nobody uses the snail mail system anymore until Christmas :(
okay now on to my Mystery Hunters on KIDS CENTRAL! the one place for fun!
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Friday, December 14, 2007]
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Couple of issues I'd like to discuss
BAND IS SUCH A RIP-OFFwho the BLEEP! chose
Beijing over (trumpets sound and the chorus sings)
OSAKA! ?!?! okay, so maybe Beijing offers more experience and more learning opportunities but when we go, it'll be TWO MONTHS before the Olympics! can you imagine what'll be going on there? It'll be super super super busy everywhere considering everybody's gotta buck up for tourists AND prices are gonna shoot up to take advantage of the large number of visitors to the country who are OBVIOUSLY gonna buy souvenirs and stay in top-notch hotels! Plus! there'll be this much <-------------> of a chance that everybody will get food poisoning or something (sorry china, i really didn't mean this in a bad way) bascially, here's a boo-boo face to band for picking Beijing instead of beautiful, fresh-airish, sceneric OSAKA!
>:pnext one,
I need books. no, seriously speaking my brains are deciding to move out cuz i don't use them at all. I need something that will stimulate brain activity and challenge my mind so that i won't go to school like some sort of lazy doofus bum who didn't do anything during the holidays except for slug around and stared at big square things with colourful lights. come come let me show you the list i wanna read fast:
The 5 people you meet in Heaven by
Mitch AlbomA Child called It by
David Pelzerany book by
Jodi PicoultThe Memory Keeper's Daughter by
Kim EdwardsHis Dark Materials trilogy by
Phillip PullmanHow to Kill your Husband (and other handy household hints) by
Kathy LetteThe Lady in Blue by
Javier Sierra (it's a ghost story for those who have the list)
The Notebook by
Nicholas SparksBusy Woman Seeks Wife by
Annie Sanders (oh man, this is COOL)
might consider The Debutante Divorcee by
Plum SykesThe Neverending Story by
Michael Ende how ironic...The Belgariad by
David EddingsThe Fallon Legacy by
Robert Jordanokay i think that should be enough :D i think i will have to bring the reading list along with me to the library cuz they're (surprisingly and i'm half-willing to admit it) quite appealing and the reviews are not that bad really. esp Busy Woman Seeks Wife which is REALLY cool and besides, who'd expect a CONVENT school to allow it's kids to read books that include vulgarities and sex? HAHAHAHA!
anyway, moving on
ever thought about what it'll be like to live in Heaven? the endless realm of peace, joy and happiness, the home of God and all his beautiful angels and their strong voices praising Him? I mean, look at it seriously. If you're a Christian, you go to Heaven. You go to Heaven and you live
FOREVER. forever. think about that. isn't it a tingey bit freaky? look at it, you're gonna be living forever and ever, you're gonna exist for the rest of eternity and there's never EVER going to be an end? i mean, you wake up everyday knowing that there's an end for all of us, that one day we'll all leave our earthly bodies and return home.but...
doesn't it scare you to know that you're gonna be aware of your surroundings (perhaps not breathing, i wouldn't know.) and you're gonna know you're around for the rest of whatever period of time God decides to let you. oh btw, the time on my clock now is 11 22PM. cool huh?
ANYWAY. okay, maybe "living" (or existing) in Heaven is gonna be a totally different experience compared to living in this horribly contorted world and we're gonna enjoy it and all. but all things come to an end right? sure there's no pain and stuff but won't you get used to it, start getting maybe a teensy weensy little bit bored of it?
What DOES the end mean anyway? what would it be like for everything to end? what would it be like to NOT know what's going on, to NOT know that you exist or not and to just not be there at all? we've come so far, so many years of knowing that the fact we're around makes a difference. but what about when we're
not around anymore? what happens to us if there's no Heaven or Hell?
oh wait, if there's no Heaven or Hell then we won't even BE alive. righty. but living forever, going on and on and on and on. you think that surely there's an end at the end but there's none! there's nothing that's gonna stop us from existing and to stop our souls from knowing that part of us is around and this is going to continue FOR THE REST OF THE EXISTENCE OF HEAVEN. which is a hell lot of time.
can you imagine if we get to go back down to earth, invisible? okay maybe an angel or two can tag along with us or something but yeah! can you imagine if you die young and you get to attend your own funeral and you check out and see whether anybody attended it or whether it's only your family? I wonder if God will let us do that cuz i know i really want to even though none of that's gonna matter when you're in Heaven cuz in Heaven, everybody loves everybody!
maaan, i can't wait. i wanna go NOW. (:
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Thursday, December 13, 2007]
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oops.
okay so i debated with myself about the stupidity of blogging a couple of days ago but i'm doing this all for the sake of my dear friend, Beatrice who is about to get trapped in a snowstorm and i have no idea if it will affect her internet but here it is, for you beatrice you little nuthead who missed the Golden Compass with us >:(
Golden Compass today with Grace, Lisa, Natasha & Sarah! I went to the SC with Grace first to collect something for my sister so that's pretty unimportant. we met sarah at the platform because we all figured out that meeting at the control station would be pretty pointless considering all we'd have to do is just cross over to the other side to go to
Bugis. -.-
okay beatrice, Sarah doesn't really look that much different after her haircut, just that even tho it's shorter it doesn't make her look that much like a boy anymore. hahaha! right, back to the platform at
City Hall. we managed to find Lisa and Natasha by their
noise. well actually it was just Lisa's noise. HAHAHA! yup, so then we went to bugis and had a VERY HARD TIME trying to find a place to have lunch. amazing how indecisive we all were. (I wasn't! i just wanted to sit down and eat!)
so we FINALLY decided to eat at
Pastamania. Lisa was in one of her noisy moods (again *-*) and so was kinda bringing the house down
sigh... neway, we ate then we left and walked around a bit, took like ONE neoprint (thank you God!) then went to get our popcorn, cheesedogs and drinks and MOVIE TIME!!! :D the movie was pretty good and the ice bears were AAAWESOME!!! i love it when the ground trembles whenever they fall back to their 4 paws. :D
I'm telling you sitting in between Grace and Sarah during a movie could be one of the noisiest things that ever happened to me during a moive. Sarah was on one side, telling me all the parts that Hollywood got wrong and all the parts she liked and Grace was on the other going HAHAHA! very good! at the fighting parts and she was laughing at the weirdest times. so i guess that's kinda self-explanatory. hahaha, but it was fun :D
I think i shall embark on my mission to find the book on sunday. not forgetting my camp clothes which i haven't (worryingly) gotten yet and camp's in less than a week away. *shivers*
so after the movie, there was a potty time during which only sarah went off to. we grabbed a couple of drinks at starbucks and then left bugis for home sweet home.
OH and pinkie, if you ever read this, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! don't get mad at me or sarah or grace or lisa or natasha for not inviting you to this cuz you were in Krabi Island and and we didn't know whether you knew that we were going to watch it without you but since we did i'm really really really sorry even though you've probably watched it on the plane but i'm really really really sorry if i have disappointed you and i really seriously hope that you won't pick up the phone right this minute and yell down my ear because we all thought of you before planning this!
don't kill me!
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007]
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after much much much contemplation and reflection and THINKING, i have decided to add on to my Christmas list :D okay, so shoot me for being greedy, but TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY!
#7! A new sling bag!!! yes, or a haversack would be pretty cool too cuz i need a bigger bag for school and my current sling bag ain't gonna do and my OTHER haversack is GINORMOUS so that won't do either. hmmm...
#8! A new, cool windbreaker! i'm telling you the one that we're getting for Beijing is DISGUSTING. seriously, who's gonna wear a jacket that doesn't sport it's bright colours but instead hides it INSIDE?! maaan...
#9! TO KILL ALL OF MY CHURCH FRIENDS THIS INSTANT!
OH MY GOODNESS you
cannot imagine how freaking pissed i am right now! I FEEL LIKE WRINGING ALL OF THEIR NECKS AND SNAPPING THEIR BACKBONES AND FRYING THEM OVER A SLOW HOT FIRE AND THEN BURNING THEM AND FLUSHING THEIR ASHES DOWN THE TOILET BOWL! WHAT SHIT IS THIS! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU SHOULD JUST GO TO HELL AND BURN AND SUFFER THERE AND DIE DIE DIE!!!
BETTER YET, LET ME DO IT FOR YOU! YOU STINKY POOPY SON OF A @^#%@$!@! YOU ARE SO @!#$%^& ANNOYING ALRIGHT! YOU GUYS ARE ANNOYING BEYOND ANYBODY I'VE MET BEFORE! EVER HEARD OF ANYTHING CALLED LIMITS?! LINES?! BOUDARIES?!?!?! WELL OBVIOUSLY NOT, IF NOT YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE WHAT YOU DID!
oh sure you might just go and say "but this is MINE so i surely have the right to do what i want with it" BUT I'M THE DAMN MAIN PERSON IN IT YOU NITWITS! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOUR @!#$%^& BRAINS HUH?! EVER HEARD OF ANYTHING CALLED JUSTICE? CALLED RIGHTS? CALLED LIBERTY?! I'D BETCHA HAVEN'T SINCE YOU'RE ALL SO @!#$%^& DUMB! ASSES!
I GET TO DECIDE WHAT IS TO BE DONE WITH THE ___________ BECAUSE I'M THE MAIN PERSON IN IT! EVEN IF YOU WANTED TO __________ POST IT SURELY YOU COULD HAVE TOLD ME FIRST AND ASKED ME WHETHER IT WAS ALRIGHT, RIGHT?! YOU FOOLS! YOU ASSES! WHERE ON EARTH DID YOUR BRAINS GO? oh hang on, DID YOU EVEN HAVE ANY?! YOU TWIT! NOTHING, NOTHING RIGHT NOW COULD EXPRESS MY FURY, MY ANGER, MY HATRED RIGHT NOW OKAY, BECAUSE WHAT YOU GUYS HAVE DONE HAS JUST PROVED THAT NONE OF YOU @!#$$%^&^ FOOLS EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT I THINK!
ALL OF YOU HAVE PUSHED ME TO THE LIMIT AND I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. IT IS NOT RIGHT TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE DONE OKAY. i'm really very very very furious and frustrated at what you guys have just done and it's annoying me. you guys just keep pushing me and making fun of me, yeah sure it's all for the fun of it but there's such a thing called control and obviously none of you have mastered that yet. i have limits too because i'm human too okay? can't you just all go and behave like proper civilised humans and not play around with me like i've got no feelings, no limits, no line that you shouldn't cross but clearly you've leapt across it and danced all over it. i like to have fun too but the kind of fun you guys have in mind is clearly that the one i do because you're all behaving just like barbarians right now. and i hate you. i really really do.
live with it.
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Monday, December 10, 2007]
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Hello!
I've decided that since Christmas is coming, drawing up
THE list should seem appropriate. ;D
KELLY'S CHRISTMAS LIST xD#1! Mountain bike :D oh yeah..
#2! SIMS 2! OOOOOH YES!
#3! MORE COLOURFUL SOCKS! OH YEAH!!!
#4! Necklace + anklet please!
#5! T-shirts! i seriously need these, i think i'm running out of them AND i'm turning into an outfit repeater o.O shirts are IN now (at least in my world (:) & i need my blouses! GACK!
#6! New shoes! yep, this includes a new pair of heels for New Year's dinner. PLUS a new pair of sports shoes. i'm wearing out this one already.
it's turning grey... worrying.okay, i think that's about it. i shall be kind to not post too much so this list won't disappear into thin air and never ever come back because this darn thingo doesn't have archives dangit.
HOPEFULLY, there's an outing comin' up this thursday for the
Golden Compass. i think it should be quite good considering it's like
4 STARS and not that many movies with a rating of PG get that kind of review. good, this should be worth my money unlike fred claus which is the stupidest movie around and with a few annoying kids who won't shut their mouths, it makes the whole movie worse.
y'know, i've been wondering. what's blogging for? are some people actually, perhaps, right that blogging is a total waste of time? i mean, c'mon who's gonna be interested in what you've been doing these days, esp if you're me, nothing. and you gotta admit, if it's not about the day's happenings, it's gonna be gossip or rants.
and i guess that's basically it.
HANG ON! that means i've been wasting my time all along?! i've been wasting minutes away, typing away on this plastic thing FOR NO REASON!? aww man, i've gotta have a word with my advisor.
no seriously speaking, who and why on earth was blogging created? after blogger came xanga, blogdrive, livejournal, and whoelseknowswhat. and what's it all for? for other people to get to know you better? aww c'mon what's the chances of meeting other people through your blog?
for other people to find out more about you without knowing and one day creep behind you with smelly rotting teeth, bad breath, unshaved chin, rat's nest of a hair, ragged clothes and bare feet and then RAPE YOU ROB YOU!
RYRY!!!
oh well, i suppose blogging serves as a refuge for bored people like me :( next time you see a dead blog, think: that guy/girl must be having a hell of a time right now.
oh here's a song i remembered from not long ago :D
Worms? I hate worms,
they drive me CRA-ZY!
Crazy? I was crazy once,
they put me in a home
i died there
then the worms came!
Worms? I hate worms,
they drive me CRA-ZY!
Crazy? I was crazy twice,
they put me in a home
i died there
then the worms came!
Worms? I hate worms,
they drive me CRA-ZY!
Crazy? i was crazy thrice,
they put me in a home
i died there
then the worms came!
Worms? I hate worms,
yeah, and now you probably hate me too. HAHAHA!!! ain't it such a nice limerick? i've got another one!
The window, the window,
the second storey window!
with a heave and a huff
and a mighty shove!
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW!
Twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are?
WITH A HEAVE AND A HUFF
AND A MIGHTY SHOVE!
THROW YOU OUT THE WINDOW!haha, it goes on with different nursery rhymes. it's pretty fun! when i meet you, i'll sing it to you till no end! >;)
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Saturday, December 08, 2007]
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my life has lost it's meaningno, seriously speaking i think it really has. band has stopped (woah) giving me more time to myself and i really can't bring myself to deal with the mess on my side of the room :( plus, working out doesn't exactly seem like the best thing in the world right now due to my lazy-pig syndrome and (dangit) even my blog is dying.
SIGH...as the cherry on top of the "sundae", i haven't gone out with my friends
AT ALL. bigger SIGH.. it's like 17 days to Christmas which is actually equivalent to 17 more free days for outings with friends and the one i made to wheelock place with grace and anabel doesn't count.
WHY IS MY LIFE SO PATHETICALLY BORING?!
on the minus side, even if there IS something on for me, it's band and i've gotta suffer with (not stephanie, she's getting nicer [& wackier] and the section's more bonded :D) somebody who simply cannot be bothered to control THE SMELL. no, seriously you have to be considerate and consider how we, the bystanders would feel if we had to stand it all the time. it's not that you're an evil smelly monster or something, you're nice. you just need to be more considerate and less selfish and just start bringing wet wipes or something.
oh well, at least there's a CHURCH outing coming up :D guess i could look forward to that. PLUS! the golden compass is finally out! (okay so it was out like 2 days ago) and that equals to ANOTHER OUTING! another PLUS! section outing is 99% probably happening and
hopefully we get to go to escape and use our FREE tickets! aaaaand drive the go kart! :D whoo hooo!!!
rmb the priority lists? let's have a quick run through of what i have accomplished so far:
TO-DO-LIST EOY holidays, 2007Priority ONE/ Finish maths!Priority TWO/ Throw paper into recycling bin!Priority THREE/ Clean up room!
almost there..Priority FOUR/ Read at least 2 books by the end of the year! i read 4!Priority FIVE/ Learn a new piano song! i can't accomplish this cuz Beatrice took her piano book to America :(END OF TO-DO-LIST EOY holidays, 2007okay, so maybe now my life has new meaning :D but i have to add one more priority:
Priority SIX/ Brush up on Chinese by finishing that book laoshi lent you!
This one is very important cuz i don't wanna go back to school as some dumbass who has been lazing around all holidays. i must also brush up on my maths and maybe science too. geog... nahh i think i should rmb most of what i learnt already tho the forests have flown out of my head already. okay it's getting a bit late now and i have to get ready for bed so that i can sleep early and get up early and happy and not cranky so that i can go to church a happy little teenage girl and not growl and snap at the first thing that irritates me.
so goodbye for now(GBFN) LOL!
tata for now (TTFN)
see you later (SYL)
& sayonara!
oui, merci!
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Friday, December 07, 2007]
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Rub-a-dub-dub!
Thanks for the grub! ^-^
The past two band pracs have been
shit. seriously speaking, i don't think i've been playing my best and considering how demoralising Mr Tan can be, i dont' think anyone else has been either for fear of making the wrong sound which results in a very held back junior + senior band. how the heck are we gonna be able to play for the sec 1 orientation next year when we barely have two weeks to practise and learn the two songs? pssh, mr tan can just go to hell >:(
anyway, on the last band pract before the "long" break, (two weeks -.-) Grace and I stayed back to
wash our horns. no seriously, i mean WASH as in dunk the horn into a basin of soapy water and scrub it kind of wash.
oh pooh. my life's pretty boring and blogging about it is (naturally) boring. but
today, i went to wheelock place with anabel and grace! but it was not too eventful. why is my life so boring?! what has happened to the vibrant burst of colour everyday? what has happened to da LOVE?!?!
what has happened to Kelly who used to blog so sensibly and is now jabbing away gibberish.
right, i'll take a break now until i find that OH i've got something to post about. until then,
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!
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Monday, December 03, 2007]
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MY 150TH POST!sorta like my 150th anniversary or something. o.O
BAND CONCERT WAS A BLAST!!!& if you didn't go you're a twitno, seriously it was. okay, so st marg's junior band was just a tingey little bit
better than OUR junior band. BUT THEIR GREENSLEEVES WASN'T GOOD!!! fine, i'm jealous. so there!
but the concert was really really good, and although i got blisters from running around chasing after beatrice and myself (o.O) and tearing my stockings in the process, i enjoyed myself
A LOT and i seriously pity the people who had to miss this because not only did they miss out on the experience, they also missed out on the
FUN.
and yes Wan Ying i mean you. you evil woman who was sitting back sniggering at my silliness when i was doing the CAN CAN in front of your family! i'd have kicked you in your nostrils if it wasn't for my guilty conscience and the fact that beatrice was kinda blocking my way too. >:(
i got this giant bouquet of flowers from my family+marianne, 2 white roses from the very very weird, pervertic and strangely nice ming en and anne, a pink rose from beatrice, wang wang from florence and half a merci chocolate from st marg's. :D i'm happy with what i got. OH YEAH not forgetting the pretty PINK necklace from pinkie. hahaha! but no fair, sarah got the shark tooth! she ALWAYS gets the cool stuff! :(
anyway, after the concert we were allowed like a max of about 10 minutes to visit our friends and we all gave everybody big big huggies for i-dunno-what-reason, then we went back to the band room, de-brief and HOME.
i was deadbeat when i reached home, but all worth it in the end :D
i think i really need to go and workout. i mean, i've been pigging out a lot and indulging in a lot of grubs and junkies. :( okay, so i admit it now. i've got a weakness for junk food. ): and i'm not too happy or over-excited about it cuz that's the reason why i'm so fat. i think i will go and swim tmr and make myself feel better. i will do this:
Swim first, to build up my stamina cuz it's kinda easier for me to build up stamina in the pool where the water supports your weight and not your poor, ready-to-collapse-under-my-fats legs.
Run next, to tone up my muscles and (of course) drop the fats.
Continue doing this PLUS eating healthy = no fast food (i hate it anyway) and absolutely NO junkies for the rest of this year.
That way, i'll go back to school looking as healthy as ever, never mind the big legs or butt of flabby arms (which, i hope, will have disappeared by then) i really wanna look healthy cuz right now i don't. my nails arent' as pink as before and my face tends to have this droopy touch to it all the time. i had to "plaster" a smile on my face to look
better (not good) on concert night. sigh.. hopefully i will be vigilant and keep up with my own plan. :D
wish me all the best! :D
moving on, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! to my close friends, do not expect presents but maybe a little something plus sentimental feelings :D
awww...of course, i dont' exactly expect anything from you guys cuz you know, the spirit of Christmas is not about the presents but about celebrating the birth of Jesus and the sacrificial gift from God. which is how presents come into play i suppose.
ANYWAY, before i move off for dinner and put on more weight, just liked to say this:
THANKS TO EVERYBODY WHO SUPPORTED CHIJ CONCERT BAND! I LOVE YOU :D
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