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I'm going with the flow; but it ain't moving
yup, so then we went up to Hillary's place and OMG her dog (Yuki) is freaking cute! (but nooo chloe & sarah didn't like it) Pinkie was already there when we arrived dripping wet. junked for lunch
SWIM!
but of course, who could resist the piano? we (Pinkie, Sarah, vaney, me) were taking turns on it and that hillary kept insisting that HER version of that mariage souvenir ( or something like that) was correct but i'm telling you IT'S WRONG WRONG WRONG! >:( beatrice gave me that score that her piano TEACHER gave her! hmph. anyway.
so we went down to the pool which was effing FREEZING and i nearly froze my toes off. Sarah and i were fooling around with... i dunno what you would call it but we both sounded like drowning donald ducks :D it was super super super funny! i nearly drowned in the pool myself! but yeah, that girl (sarah) had SOOO much energy as usual and she was swimming UP and DOWN and UP and DOWN and pinkie and i were getting pretty tired already. so yes, we gossiped a bit inevitable and we talked A LOT and we swam. (duh)
hillary's damn pool was 3.1m deep. :O
anyway, some people were going through that time of the month so yeah, the bathing system thingy was a bit screwy but we all managed it in the end. i'm telling you the toilets there are FREAKY! and they don't have hot water >:( i prefer the ones at my house!
i stupidly put my clothes bag into the shower without realising it's not water proof so i guess you should all know the consequences of doing that. aaaaand...
I GOT A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE TAN!
it's like 100x worse than everybody else's! it was literally black and white okay! >:( i hate my back now. all because of my stupidly sensitive skin and my stupid big hole swimming costume. ARGH! (at least i don't bare my back when i go out (:)
we went to the playground and fooled around all over it. and i mean all OVER it. we were climbing all over the place and the monkey bars were ridiculously short. -.-
then there were these jokers who kept pointing their stupid annoying laser guns at us and beatrice started "swearing" fish at them. LOL.
yes and now here comes the big big thing. during the BBQ (which was near the playground) there were these 3 jokers (obviously of the dumber gender) one of which refused to let beatrice and me use the swinG (mind you there was only one) and so i dunno what happened when we actually managed to get there, i guess they didn't like it and so SHOUTED
YOU WOMEN SUCK!
:O! i am NOT going to take that! but i didn't do anything, just hung around the swings, MINDING OUR OWN BUSINESS.
so i guess two of them didn't like our dull reactions, decided to shove two middle fingers up beatrice's FACE! beatrice got pretty annoyed and she started to walk off but i insisted on staying there to prove that we FEMALES are not afraid of little 10YEAR OLD IMMATURE twits like them. so yes i stayed where i was BUT BIG MISTAKE.
i was shot (yes literally shot) in my leg and whatever came out of the fucking gun hurt like fucking shit okay. i was so pissed at the boys but i still didn't do anything about it. i went back to the BBQ pit and then the stupid boys kept shouting
FUCK YOU!
okay i'm not goign to take this shit attitudes of theirs anymore. i swore and stormed towards them. but i couldn't shout or anything cuz if i did i knew i would end up crying or something because they were being fucking annoying and they seriously hurt our feelings okay. then they started to back away and i dont' quite remember what happened then cuz i was literally blinded with anger and i couldn't take it anymore and i knew that if i went back to the pit i would scream and throw my temper around so i went to walk around and outside of the condo.
UGH i was freaking angry and those juvenile delinquents okay! really really pissed and FURIOUS at them.
then some people came to look for me and i went back with pinkie and sarah. thanks guys, i would have seroiusly walked all the way home if you people hadn't come for me. :D
but i was really really pissed and it took me like 15minutes to cool down. if i ever meet those twits again they better watch out or they'll have their shirts ripped apart by me.
if i had the chance i would probably pluck their hair one by one and stuff it down their throats and bashed their brains out and poked them with needles and electricute them and roast them over a slow fire while i SPEAK to them. they better thank their lucky stars i'm so freaking sensitve D:<
so we ate ice cream cake! :D and i had loads and loads of jelly beans! (which are better than your gummy sarah!) pinkie, sarah, beatrice and vaney said i looked like i was going to punch the living daylights out of those kids and i looked scaaaaary. :D i like that. but i didn't realise i looked scary. guess that confirms my results for blogthings:
You're so scary, you even scare scary people off!
LOL! but either way, i had a good time. hehe.
i left my umbrella at hillary's place. o.O
and pinkie dropped beatrice and me home :D thank you! HER CAR HAS A FREAKING GPS SYSTEM! damnn... plus her car door is like... AUTO! *gasp* plus i looked like a freaking idiot when i was trying to close it :( haha, i had a fun day.
i still want to wring those kids' necks.
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Oh sigh, it's really the end of the year after all. nvm, I shall do a bit of credits here before I run off for my band prac.
to Sarah, thanks for always being there for me, when i'm down and when i'm happy. i know you've tolerated the most from me compared to anyone else in class and i really appreciate that. you've been a fantastic friend to me and i hope our friendship will continue to develop next year and who knows? we may even end up in the same class in Sec 3!
to Beatrice, i'm really happy that i got to know you better this year. thanks for being the psycho when i needed it (and when i didn't..) and thanks for listening to me rant about everybody i thought was ruining my life. you may not be the most mature person i know, but your seriousness helps during projects (i know i ended up with you for like 3 or 4 projects) i really appreciate you too :D
to Pinkie, thanks for being such a wonderfully mature and sensitve friend :D i didn't exactly get to know you better cuz i already know you quite well, haha! but yeah, you really care about your friends and you always try not to leave everyone out. You're seriously a perfectionist and that's why i love you :D your phone calls always brighten me up though they always seem to last an hour or so and my parents end up lecturing me again, but yes, i appreciate that.
to Lisa, i didn't know you that well last year but i'm really grateful to have gotten a little closer to you this year :D i know we've had issues we've each other and i'm glad we've gotten over all of them. though it may seem that i cannot stand your noisyness, it does make me happier in a way and it adds (of course) much more sound into my life. i hope we'll continue to get to know each other next year and all the best for your IP kay?
to Valerie, I'm really glad to have had the opportunity to get to know you :D I'm sorry if I offended you when I told you that I thought you were a nerd when I first saw you L but now, I know I'm horribly wrong. You're one of the funniest people I've ever known and your ridiculousness makes me so happy all the time. I hope to get to know you better next year you skinny girl! :D
to Pearliniee! I think you're one of the few people who underwent a huge huge huge change throughout the year both physically and spiritually :D that's good you know? Cuz at the beginning of the year, you seriously (no offence) looked like a major geek. But NOW after getting rid of those specs and straightening your teeth (can't wait till you take the dang braces out!) you look pretty good-looking! And yes I'm jealous of your pretty legs >:) stick together kay girl? :D
to Grace! I know you're the only one in the entire class I've known since P1 but I really appreciate your childishness and even though you're probably never gonna see this ANYWAY, I wanna thank you for showing me the answers during tuition >:) and also for being so CUTE! Your indecisiveness really cracks me up sometimes and I'm glad that I can always go to school with you every single day and I hope you don't get anymore stomach aches so that you won't be able to pon tuition anymore >:D
to Laura! Right, so I don't exactly know you that well but that's not gonna matter! You're downright hilarious and your sick personality makes me happy sometimes too. Hehe.. you DO look like an ah ma sometimes and please don't break anymore specs you rich girl! :D hope whatever's wrong with your eye will go away so YOU don't get to pon school cuz of your eye surgeries! Hope to get to know you better next year psycho! :D
to Nutty! Okay, we've been through some issues together but at least we got through that :D I'm happy that I got to know you and no thanks for calling my fats jelly! >:( haha, your goofiness really cheers me up sometimes and I hope that I will seriously get to know you next year you smart piggy! >:D
to Cynthia, thanks for being my one and only birthday chem! I know you may not exactly see this but you are almost always there for me and I know that I can pour out my troubles and emotions to you and you will always be there to listen and to console. Thanks for cheering me up when I needed it and I hope we will grow closer together next year as the best birthday chems ever! psst.. I want accessories next year! :D
to Angela, though you're really one of the sickest person I've ever known, thanks for helping out so much during our project! :D you were really helpful and your positive outlook on life really encouraged the group to continue persevering and thanks to that, we're the 3rd top group in class! :D whee that's really good considering we're not the smartest asses in class :D and stop being so egotistical!
To baoyi and choon khee, I really appreciate the times when your goofyness cracked me up, esp those drugs you tried to con us with. You gotta admit, it was pretty realistic and creative but only you two idiots could come up with things like that :D thanks for being so crazy even though I don't know you guys so well. And baoyi, SEPARATE YOUR STUPID HAMSTERS!
To hillary, I know we're not exactly the closest of friends and we admittedly bitched about each other quite a bit, I don't think you're a friend worth throwing aside at all. I really appreciate your hardworking-ness and I hope you don't sign out of STAR class cuz I will NOT be able to cope without you during project work. yes you know what I mean... thanks for all the good times during project work and also for being the most responsible in our group! :D
To everybody whom I made contact with this year, I LOVE ALL OF YOU and I really wanna give out a big thanks for always being who you were and being such a great person cuz I believe that nobody here is an idiot! :D
TOODLES! :D
(if you're crying, rmb that I still love you for being so emotional!)
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It's history now;
I'm seriously getting nostalgic now. (is that how you use it?) i miss 1/1 sooooo much! :'( but look on the bright side of life, (i'm trying harder to now) we're gonna see everybody again next year! and i swear we're all gonna make full use of the whole year being the most enthu class around! :D since we all got to know the wonderful class we ended up in, we're gonna treasure every moment spent with each other.
I'm looking forward to it :D
You know something? this space is going to be empty for a week next week. what's that i hear? AWWWW... yes i know you're all going to miss me :'( but i'm afraid it must be done.
I'M GOING TO MELBOURNE THIS WEEKEND!
i can't believe it's so soon! i thought i had like aaaages to prepare for this trip but NOOO turns out i barely even have a week to get a few long sleeves and proper shoes! >:( okay, so actually i'm pretty hyped about the flight :D i loooooove planes, they go WOOSH WOOSH WOOSH & when they land they go BOOM BOOM BOOM! :D isn't that aboslutely wonderfully fantastically great? oh yes it is!
okay i think the stepford wives people are getting to me. they're really freaky people cuz they're like horrifically modified humans and i don't understand how modified humans (which = robots) can actually have pleasurable ***. right, not something i should think about o.O
anyway, YES! i didn't realise that the 4th was actually this SUNDAY! can you believe it?! i'm SHOCKED! :O i've got absolutely no time to get my clothes, no time to... to...
uh...
right, so i'm pretty much prepared for this trip yeah. :D plus plus plus... I GOT RIPPLES! yes i do! they're so freaking comfy aaaand.. they don't fit me -.- they're too small dangit. i thought size 7 was okay but turns out size 8 was supposed to be so i've got to go ALL the way back to exchange for a bigger size. and that's what i call ridiculous. and i hate that. but i will do it for the sake of feeling MORE comfortable.
Ian was being very mean to Tammy today. he was supposed to buy her haagen daaz but turns out he's too cheapskate to do that so he's gonna get her a buck and draw a star on it. (get it get it? star+buck=starbucks!) we were all cracking up over his stupid sms-es.
speaking of which, i just found out that either we IJ girls are not as scandalous as everybody seems to think or we are just waaaay behind times.
two of my church friends have had MULTIPLE experiences with BOYFRIENDS in their 14 years of living and one of them has had like 3 since P5 -.- it's kinda freaky listening to their stories cuz i'm there thinking...
boyfriend at P5? at P5 i was thinking about how to kill giants in runescape and they were going STEADY?! woah...
yeah, so that's enough shocking news to satisfy you loyal readers out there :D i know you're there.
yes, i'm talking to you, chubby cheeks.
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I'm shattered
Hahaha, whee. Band was "super" fun today! >:p we watched a few videos of some Japanese bands performing. Apparently, there's this huge band competition every year for the 10 000 odd bands in Japan and only 96 bands get to proceed to the next round from the auditions :O seriously, they were all super super good. even the Junior High School was good! (Junior HS is our upper Primary & lower sec) they were like...a few thousand notches above our band standard. >:( & when they play it's like so... mesmerising! they move in time with the music and the music... the music is just so beautiful, it just washes away everything in your head and makes you feel so peaceful and great. it's just wonderful.
& guess what? we're going to visit three of these bands nxt year. :D :D :D!!!
OSAKAAA!!! hear me scream!
I'm still really hyped. :D seriously can't wait. hope i'm one of the 95% who can go. (and i hope that next year's recruits won't >:D) so yes, after these videos we went to run after the rain stopped around the school which was not tiring at all so... yeah. then sectionals, blah blah blah & here i am.
SIMS2 HATES ME! i couldn't open the one that pearliniee burnt for me and now she can't even send it over msn OR email. >:( that's so upsetting! how can this be?! I was really looking forward to killing and torturing those poor virtual souls but NOOOOO because this programme has some unfathomable sense of psychic abilities and it has forseen that i would be torturing it's non-existent humans so it has decided to REBEL!!! oh oh oh...
Yes, so thanks to the support of a few friends, i have decided to not be emo anymore and to get on with my life. i realised that dwelling upon all these issues wasn't going to help me if i didn't start acting about it. & i also realised that if i DID do anything about it i would probably end up with everybody's backs to me so yes. i believe my decision is wise because i thought for a long long time about it and i was writing everything out and trying to sort out my feelings and thoughts. i'm just going to go along with the flow of life and if things get bumpy, I've got backup. ;D
so that probably means that hopefully all will be forgiven and forgotten and everything will be back to normal when it was before i lost control of myself.
okay okay, enough of all of this rubbish and let us proceed with life.
I just found out that the people in my science group are Pinkie & Beatrice because SOMEBODY wanted to work with val and natalie. fine, so be it. i'm going with the flow remember? it's gonna be effing difficult but i'll make it. i'll make it. just hope that the project will go well, maybe even be entered into that Science Fair thing.
Hillary's group was damn funny. all their ideas involved so many dangerous or a bit too genius things that Hillary kept saying that they would either win the Nobel Prize (their eye scanner) or go to jail (printing fake money) LOL! it was super funny.
sigh...nth much to do online nowaday. realised that i'm starting to drift back to the old form of short forms. ): that's not good cuz i hate the old form. it looks horrendous! lemme show you an example.
2day i was at sch. i made a lot of frenz n i had fun. i got dis fren called blank. blank is a veri nice gurl. she likes 2 do a lot of things wif her pet like i do 2. sumtimes i feel tt we were meant to be 2gether. as frenz of course, dun tink sick. oh wellz, i betta go off now or mum will scold me. bb!
SEE?! SEE?! it's horrifying! terrifying! blood-freezing! GASP! but yes, i don't think i will return to this form after actually typing the damn thing out. it took me like 5 minutes to try and come up with a para. oh the horrors! >:O okaaaay... the internet isn't offering me any tantilising games (tantilising?!) to play so i shall cont searching. OH OH i found out that there's a new short form going around!
tdy i ws at sch w blank. she's real cool & i hope t gt t knw her better.
okay i dont' really know how to do this but i think it's kinda fun to imitate the ways some people type online. :D i wonder if anybody can imitate me? i'm ORIGINAL yes, i am! haha, but then again i think some people can do it. not that difficult actually.
right, i'm starting to trash now. toodles!
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Last day of school D':
Pretty emotional today. probably had the most emotional 'class' with fausta tan today with loads of people crying. i nearly started crying when i heard chloe and vaney share. i nearly started tearing when i was talking myself because i was making eye contact with the people who had both or either hurt me or i had hurt and they were like... i don't really know how to describe it. i know one of them has already forgiven me but... i couldn't even bear to look at anyone else so i just tried to look into blank space. it was pretty difficult to not burst into tears in front of the last person on earth i would want to burst into tears in front of. (yeah that's you, fausta tan.)
I overheard a conversation today. i don't know if it was loud on purpose or if because the surroundings was noisy. but all i want to say is that i really didn't mean to hurt anyone and i myself don't know if anybody wanted to hurt me, but probably did unintentionally. (i'd like to think of it that way) I don't want you to give up being a friend to me because even though i dont' show it, i do take you as a friend even though it's really ME who PMS-es all the time which causes all this rubbish to happen. I seriously want to get over all of this emotional stuff because i know that it's all rubbish and it's all useless and it's stupid that i let such small issues get to me and the fact that it gets to me gets to others too. i hope that we will all just get over this thing that started with me 5 months ago and i hope that we won't bring it up or anything. i know it's hard to talk face to face and i'm not really looking forward to any of that so i just hope that we will be able to forgive and forget without bringing it up anywhere, anytime.
i really am sorry. i can't put it in any other words. Please don't give up on this friendship. Not when we're 2 years into it.
AEP open studio today. Pearlene met Grace and I at the braddell coffee shop and apparently her train was jammed for a very very long time (a few minutes -.-) so that's why she was late. OH YEAH and she also walked to the bus stop instead of to the MRT. that's really stupid. haha! so yes, we met up and we went to school. met everybody else there and Pinkie and Val very nicely gave us a 'tour' around the school. (okay, we were actually looking for their bitter gourd sketches but in the end, they were never found :O)
I was really really upset when i had to leave so so so early cuz I had no other transport home and Grace's daddy had already arrived! ): so i left in the end. ): mind you, i was sulking in the car like a cry baby. but of course without saying a word. >:( oh well, at least i'm home and not stranded in school or anything. BUT I WANTED TO STAY SO BADLY!
i hadn't even drunk my punch ):
OH OH OH we had a farewell party for Chloe too! ): okay it wasn't really a party cuz we all just sat down by ourselves and junked. o.O but when chloe left it was really sad and i gave her two of my tightest hugs to make sure that she never forgot the annoying times we had together during drama :D sigh... i wonder who our chairperson next year will be. hope it's not some irresponsible idiot :D i think it will be Grace Adam or maybe even Pinkie! :D Shi Pei and Sarah are totally out because if they have anymore badges on them... okay if they have anymore RESPONSIBLITIES they will blow. so yes. >:)
I was drinking from the Pepsi bottle like a drunkard and Beatrice & Sarah caught up with that too! and that stupid Beatrice finished my Pepsi that i paid 2 bucks for a drank like 1/100 of. >:( evil evil evil people.
yes so we went back to class and Beatrice found the most ridiculous articles in our class cupboard things. she found english compre ws as old as 23 years old! it was written on the envelope:
English Compre 1984
and we were both like :O x1 000 000
Sarah came back and she was like OH MY GOODNESS!
it was absolutely ridiculous. how can you not check a cupboard for like...23 years?! my room's not even THAT bad! talk about mess man...
okay then, now that i'm at home and i have nothing to do because nobody is online because i have stupid band tmr and i have to face stupid scoldings AGAIN and i really don't want to go for band because i hate running and because i feel fat and because i'm sleepy and i want to go to bed, i shall end this post.
Finito.
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not a very brilliant day. didn't feel too happy or amused or excited or joyful about anything. in fact, i felt more down than i usually did.
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okay okay, so it IS about her again. damn, i'm like THE most sensitive idiot on the planet! how am i supposed to live if i'm going to feel sad and down when things are not going my way? i can't stand the way i get hurt by the smallest things EVER. and then comes my anger. i get angry at the stupidest things, esp when it comes to this delicate thing called 'friendship'. it SUCKS! i'm just so freaking emotional and sensitive that i get on my own nerves!
KELLY! WAKE UP & GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE!
ugh, this is difficult. ): i can't be emo-ing myself. >:(
(okay this is going to be a feelings, emotional stuff stuff post so if you don't like this wimpy stuff i suggest you go right now)
it's like when that SFE person came to class, she was sort of making me realise the kind of wimp i actually was. i mean, i got so worked up (or GET so worked up) over the most useless issues and then i take a long while to get over it. i take like the time it takes for you to blink to get worked up over it, then i take the time it takes for a goldfish to blink to get OVER it. >:( it's so frustrating that i can't control my own emotions! i get so upset for absolutely no reason sometimes and it's usually over 2 people only. i mean, i thought i could handle this growing up thing you know. just turns out that i can't even handle the first, basic stages.
i feel like i can't trust who i would call Ms PMS anymore. even though we seem close and everything and it's like as if we share secrets and blah blah blah, i feel like i've wasted my efforts and time trying to make the other pary happy and contented when in my company. i think the 'close' thing is absolute rubbish. it's not true at all. how could you possibly call us close when you find out that i have so much against her and yet can't hold it against her for long. i can't make up my mind whether i am really what you could call a friend in the first place, how could you call us close?
this year has really opened up my eyes spiritually and emotionally. i realised that the people around me whom i placed so much trust in can't even be trusted with the smallest thing. i realised their faults and weaknesses and i can't seem to look past them to see the good things about them. it's sad to know that i cannot trust people i would actually truely call my FRIENDS. i feel so depressed over the fact that i cannot control myself from either blowing up, breaking down or just stoning.
ugh, i just can't discuss this anymore. i feel like i'm going to break down any moment. to add to the burdern, she's asking me a sensitive question and i keep avoiding it. now, i don't know if i can anymore. she'll find out anyway and by then, i would be trapped in a corner.
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DAMN you guys rock :D makin' everybody happy everyday, standin' by each other ;DI just heard about a rumour about someone from someone. Can't say who or when or what cuz i may be chased by someone. :D But what i want to say is that the rumour is COMPLETELY, undeniably UNTRUE. I mean, you look at her. how could ANYBODY in their right state of mind ACTUALLY think that of her?! all i can really seriously say is that whoever started the rumour is a brainless imbecile with no sense of judgement at all and if she has a motive of some sort she better start giving up now or she ain't gonna have a very nice future when other people find out about this. >:(
Today was completely mindless. we hardly did anything and we were like playing daidi and cheat. -.- proving how bored we all were and also desperate to not waste our time. (okay, so maybe we DID in the end ):) but cheat was fun :D everybody said that when i cheat i have certain giveaways >:( damn. but beatrice is super funny lah! when she ACTUALLY cheats, she's got this funny expression on her face and when she says the number it's all funny and smothered, like as if she's trying not to laugh. (and yes, she WAS trying not to laugh) so we were all quite shocked when she managed to finish off her cards. O: yup yup, so i guess that was the most eventful thing all day.
the SFE talks were the dumbest. we heard all of them like a gazillion times before and we were totally not paying attention at all. pearlene and i were talking at the back, angela was writing something, hillary was writing a card, everybody else was either sleeping, doodling or talking. (yeah, beatrice was sleeping) and SOME people were biting their skin. you know the dried up hard skin at the side of your nails and when you peel it, it usually hurts and when you wash your hair it hurts even more? yeah. >:p it's gross. some people do it in this really gross manner where they slobber all over their fingers and i dont' even see them take out the skin from their mouths or even spit the skin out. >:p >:p >:p yuck yuck yuck.
the second SFE talk was SUPER boring. even more boring than the first one. but the dripping from the aircon above us and the word game that val and sarah were playing helped to "liven" up the atmosphere. (okay, so I lied) we learnt EVERYTHING already and the dining etiquette one was the stupidest part. i think the school should just trash all these kind of talks and save their money for other worthy causes like upgrading our classrooms and canteens and maybe buying more instruments for the band, etc etc etc. what the school REALLY needs to do is listen to the students. what's the school for man? listen to us, and you'll get a REALLY good school and when you've got the great facilities and stuff, you'll get the rich kids FLOCKING to our school like bees to honey and then YOU will get rich too and THEN you will realise the importance of listening to your students and if you're smart enough to get the message, you'll start listening and ACTING on your words. yup that's right.
I'm telling you I have SO much self-control. :D I was super tempted to buy fishballs and my tomato twisties but after much consideration of the calories i was about to consume and also the guilty conscience i knew i would feel, I RESISTED! isn't that fantastically wonderful? oh yes it is! :D
fine fine, i'm BORED alright. there's NOTHING to do at home (even though i know there's this nagging voice in my head telling me to go and clear my room before you-know-who comes home to nag at me) and the computer isn't being very cooperative either considering it insists on restarting three times before preparing itself for my usage. >:( it's stupidly mindless.
OH OH and i've got a new catchy line:
DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH
good? good? heh heh..i KNEW you would love it :D okay, i shall stop being egotistical and making you readers out there so annoyed with my nonsense and go and clean my room.
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I'M FUGGIN' PISSED
seriously, i'm absolutely sick and tired of Ms Budge-into-everybody's-way. Ms BIEW. ugh ugh ugh. I cannot tolerate her nonsense anymore! How can you possibly stand someone who keeps on insisting that she is right and her way is the best and someone who keeps budging into everybody's life?! She seriously needs an attitude check. she thinks she's so freaking nice and so freaking perfect and she thinks that she gets to have her way just the way she wants it herself! how can that be humanely possible? she gets her way, yes, but doesn't she realise at all that while satisfying her own wants (& i'm serious it's not needs) she's actually making life difficult for others?! doesn't she realise that she's not the world's ms i-am-so-nice but the world's ms i-am-so-full-of-myself-i-bulge?! how can ANYBODY get on everybody's nerves like that? she thinks that everybody likes her but in actual face (and i'm sorry to say this) we all bitch about her. i know that's not nice but we all need to get it out! how can we possibly hold all our anger and fury in when she's prancing and dancing on EVERYBODY'S nerves?! she gets on MY nerves that's for sure. I act nice to her and all but she's seriously taking it all for granted. & to think i thought she was okay already, she started taking advantage of the fact that i'm okay with her already and starts being all pushy and everything. I thought those issues i had with her were over, but now i think i've got so many issues with her i've gotta put all of them on a magazine rack.
>:(
Netball carnival today was great. (okay, except for the part when Ms BIEW ruined it all) we won all the games (:D) plus we got 2ND for the dance unlike the
mass dance was after the games and my poor eardrums were suffering under the most horrible sound system there was at kallang. >:( it sucks! it muffles everything up and squeaks every 3 seconds! thankfully, we all survived and i cabbed home with grace and val. val scraped her leg and she used like 10 pieces of tissue to stop the bleeding and it didn't stop till we arrived at my place. -.-
val and I went to the playground while waiting for her dad. the playground was filled with quite a few daft guys.
"first, you must close your EYESIGHT"
yeah sure, so i've got the power to decide to shut down my eyesight right? yup, mm hmm. *rolls eyes*
yup, so val's dad finally came and here i am. (okay AFTER my shower) nobody i can talk to is online. :( everybody is either at training or having something else or DOING something else. maybe i SHOULD start clearing my room. better do it when kev is not back from camp and when BOTH my parents are out or both parties will start complaining and commenting on a lot of redundant things and start annoying me again. yup, i WILL start to clear my room.
tomorrow. haha.
okay, I'm starting to regurgetate rubbish and crap now so I guess i better end this post before i start bitching about other people like Ms RIIYF or ms BIEW as i have just introduced today. sigh.
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I just realised the reality of my stupidity. It's like, my IQ is 105 (according to a test on blogthings) and everybody else's is like...115 and above. it's so demoralising! how can i be SO stupid?! I'm NOT stupid! nobody is, damnit! GRRAAGGRRHH it's just so frustrating that my intellect cannot be compared to the vast knowledge of others. >:(
Just finished reading under the blood-red sun by some Graham dude. reminds me of the name of Clarice's old house. :D good times, good times. yup, so i'm reading The Boy from the Basement by Susan Shaw. It's pretty good so far, quite deep and it's not the usual plot everybody uses all the time. yes, so this way i will FEEL intellectual by reading good books. yes i will! :D
Netball Carnival at Kallang on Monday. :( Sarah sabo-ed me and made me the stupid "captain". i hate that. SHE was supposed to be captain. ):< I realised that I've been quite temperamental lately. it's like my mood will change instantly if something doesn't go my way or if i like/don't like something/a situation. it's a bit annoying sometimes that i can't control my own emotions and i send everybody bitching about me. D:< so yeah, i think i've got a low EQ.
Band today was absolute rubbishit. we just ran a few rounds around the school (cuz it was RAINING) and then the two seniors asked if we were scared of them. Several instant NO-s and some nooooo... and also some "what the hell?" i'm telling you, those two were the most harmless seniors around and when they heard that we weren't scared, they were like mumbling "we should be more scary leh...not scary enough you know, how?" and we're all just there, sniggering away.
so we went back up to the band room and we weren't allowed to go in. and we were expected to self practise while our seniors were practising. and us poor hornists all share instruments so we couldn't practise at all so in the end we ended up watching the saxaphone section practise and i ended up playing stupid hand games with beatrice. -.- i'm telling you i totally wasted like 2 hours of my life in school when i could be at home snoozing away. >:O
okay, i don't really feel like posting now. i don't know why but i don't feel happy. ):
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POMPOUS :
1) excessively elevated or ornate
2) having or exhibiting self-importance
4) relating to or suggestive of pomp
OOOOOHH. so that's what it means. haha.
ahhh...we got back our English, Geog, SOVA & PW marks today. frankly, i don't think i did THAT badly and I think I seriously improved! PLUS i just found out that i got like A2 for my overall for geog (as in the whole year) and i got A1 for SOVA :D (even though that sarah toh beat me...buuuut that doesn't matter (:) yup yup so I'm actually quite happy :D although i know i will be demoralised when i get back my chinese BUT that's after the maths trail tomorrow and i KNOW it'll be loads and loads of fun! (well, it BETTER be >:) so yes, i won't be unhappy at all tmr. but seriously, my english is damn stupid. o.5 marks. come ON what IS 1/2 a mark?!
oooooh I can't wait for maths trail tomorrow! (although i sound like a total NERD saying this) I'm gonna be partnering Nutty & Sarah and Pinkie think that we could band with Beatrice's group if we are doing amazing race or something and if we gotta step on some mat or cross some line, we'll do it TOGETHER. yes we will!
The sun is friggin' hot now and i seriously pity the netballers. they're all gonna be coming back to school tomorrow (or NOT) with aching joints, backs, muscles. and guess what? I came home from band yesterday with aching what muscles? CHEEK. that's like stupid but seriously, my senior told me you could actually STRAIN a lip muscle. o.O that's the WEIRDEST thing i've heard.
I went to J8 with Val today who is one of the FUNNIEST people i've ever met. :D it's like i told her i was going to be @ J8 for like only 15mins and you should have seen the look on her face! it was like 10x funnier than :O! haha, so she still followed me in the end. and i managed to exchange my tshirt for a nicer and funnier one and then i went to the library to pay for the fines my lazy sister never got up to do 5 years ago. (mind you, val was still with me) then we went up to borrow some books. 8)
then val's sister called to say that val had to go home and not watch the movie cuz she was busy. then val said something really funny in this hilariously whiny tone.
EHH YOU VERY IRRITATING LEH.
and i was laughing my head off till the librarian came over and told me to shut up. (okay she said keep quiet)
seriously, Val is the most picky reader i've met so far. it took me like 10-15mins to choose my THREE books and she took like 45mins to choose 4. (and i chose two for her lah!) yup, then i went home so she had to go home too. haha, val you're seriously retardedly funny :D
okay so i went home and found that i didn't have any lunch even though i very LOUDLY and OBVIOUSLY reminded my mother to tell my maid to EAT FIRST and not wait for me. and that means that she still has to cook right? i told my mum that i was home for lunch, just a little late that's all! >:( so I cooked something for myself (which i'm still eating) and now here i am rotting away yet again.
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TRY READING THE DIRECTIONS.
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You know i just realised that the class blog has more posts than MY blog does.
& my blog's been around for like 2 years.
Great, can you imagine the big loser i feel like right now? >:(
Band today was FRIGGIN' WICKED dude! We just got the pieces for our EOY concert and the Christmas one TOTALLY rocks! well, okay it WOULD rock if we didn't screw up the timings and the pitches. but OTHER than that, i think the concert's gonna be really great! the pieces sound brilliant and the band is seriously improving!
These are the pieces we'll be playing (betcha dont' know a thing about them)
1} Tuba in Cuba
2} The something Bells of Christmas seriously, this one is the BOMB
3} Dr. Rock we haven't tried this out yet but sounds good!
Yup yup, so that's what you're gonna be expecting on the 1st. You guys jolly well better be coming! Beatrice postponed her trip for this! (okay, actually, so did I!) you're gonna have to pay for the tickets cuz it's a FUND-RAISING concert and we're raising funds for our trip to OSAKA next year!
EVERYBODY SCREAMM!!!
omg i'm so psyched! i'm STILL so psyched. it's gonna be super cool kiddo so THUCKERS to those who didn't join band in the first place! i mean seriously, once that "shabalabaflabalabadingdong" person leaves, IT'S FREEDOM TO ALL LIBERTY PEOPLE! (that's totally grammatically wrong man) okay, back to the concert. ST MARG'S is comin' too! plus my friend's gonna be performing and my church friends are gonna come too! (well, if i manage to hype them into BUYING the tickets in the first place :D) yup, so the concert's gonna be a blast so EVERYBODY'S gotta come yeah? :D I know you're just DYING to see me with my horn ;D
right. so school starts tomorrow. aaaand we're checking our papers. oh the HORRORS! :'( I seriously think i'm going to fail chinese AND history. I mean hello?! I didn't set a SINGLE example for the stupid questions! I screwed it up! and it's like EVERYBODY else set examples for like EVERYTHING. oh poof i hope I'll at least get marks for stating the right facts and explaining the stuff correctly. D': oh well, everybody cross your hearts for tmr's results! I seriously hope that 1/1 will improve (cuz i know we definitely deproved during the CAs) oh man i really hope that i got A2/A1 for geog so i can assure myself of a B at least. ): I know i didn't do so well for the exams this year and i really aim to strive for perfection next year. hope that i will at LEAST be able to stay in 2/1. sighh...
i wonder who i'm sitting next to tmr... I hope we get to choose or I'll end up with some mess freak and i will freak out myself! okaaaay i think i will end off the post now. :D enough to satisfy you people i hope. OH YAH i just realised that although my tag board seems dead, quite a number of people visit my blog and i don't even know that some of them actually read blogs in the first place. o.O you guys need to tag man. :D i will tag on YOUR blogs if you tag on mine ;D
I'm only human & that's my saving grace...
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Funny shit man. we had a lot of fun and i decided that i WILL post about it even if it is against anybody's will cuz this is MY day and this is when i had MY fun and besides, this is at MY place! so who gives anybody any shit legal right to tell me whether I should have done this or that?! I INVITE ANYBODY I WANT CUZ IT'S MY PLACE, MY LIFE AND OUR FUN! hmph, and i hope i made that clear.
Anyway, yeah. i had LOADS of fun on friday. :D Beatrice, Grace, Pearlene, Pinkie & Sarah came over to my place to swim. okay so maybe Grace just happened to go down. yup yup, we talked a lot, screamed a lot (cuz SOMEBODY was smackin' everybody's boobs!) and we played ping pong. haha BALLS OF FURY! anyways, it rained but we didn't care and we were just there...paddle paddle splash splash swim swim. UNTIL. crack BOOM BOOM BOOM!
yeah that's thunder.
so we RAAAN out and went in to play ping pong, courtesy of uncle george who lent us the stuff. Beatrice is just weird okay. she hits the ball and it goes flying everywhere until it lands on the light and we can't get it out. she did that stunt of hers like three, whole, times. TSK! can you imagine what anabel would have said if she found out? (yeah she's uncle george's daughter)
Then Sarah bumped her head against the table and we went back to swim. her bruise was COOL man! it looked like a BOOMERANG! had JAP food after that. Pearlene was having tempura udon, sarah was having kani maki with mango temaki, grace was having...california roll and so was pinkie and beatrice was eating....fries. I KNOW!!! super weird lah she! it's like jap jap jap jap jap and then western stuff pop out of no where. tsk!
Pearlene was taking a whole lot of weird videos and it was super super funny. I saw it yesterday and i was laughing my stupid ass off! i can't imagine we did all those stupid things and how sick minded pearlene really is. >:p
Pearlene, Sarah and I talked a lot by the pool side and Beatrice, Grace and Pinkie talked outside the clubhouse. i guess this is just the inevitable. yep, so we had lots of fun today. and i was super super tired after that so i just zonked out after dinner.
zzz
TODAY!
I went to run today and it was pathetic. the stupid machine. i dunno if it's tellin' me the dang truth or not. how can one person possibly take 12 minutes to run 1.6km?! that's how long some people take to run 2.4km. ?!?!?! HELLO?! exaggerrating much. but i lost 120 kcals and 1 kg so that gives me a small sense of achievement.
I was talking to Beatrice on the phone yesterday and it was horrible. I found out about so many things, it hurts me a lot. it really does. and it concerns so many people and is going to happen so soon. ): how could someone be so evil as to try to...break up a friendship?! sigh... nvm, maybe this is just another passing storm.
right, i'm meeting Pearliniee for lunch today and a bit of shopping for *ahem* so yes, i need to go and compost myself and get ready. ciao THUCKERS! (haha i got you beatrice!)
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SUP WORLD!!!
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! :D hope you like what I got for you.
Life's a bit boring now, running out of fun fuel. Parents-Leaders meeting is on 28th. oh the HORRORS! Martin Luther today. was a bit boring considering the subtitles were translated directly from chinese (& Luther is not a chinese film) and were absolute gibberish (Martin Luther because Horse cube Road virtue -.-) so not only did the murmurings and the mutterings of the actors add to the lack of understanding, so did the nonsensical subtitles. pity we never got to find out who was in charge of them.
Last day of the holidays for me tomorrow. Band starts on tuesday. (RAAAGGRRHHH!!!) I'm planning to go to the gym in the morning and slack throughout the rest of the day. not forgetting that i have to read through my stupid fingerings in order to avoid humiliation on tuesday and a lesser number of "I-told-you-so"s. *psst psst. nobody is supposed to know this but I was supposedly at my cousin's wedding on Friday when i was supposed to be at sectionals. & guess what? my cousin ain't getting married until a YEAR later. :D sniggers.*
I had fun on Friday. I dont' understand why I should be restricted to NOT posting about it. I mean, if she gets to post about her own gallivants and we dont' say a thing about it, then why shouldn't we get to either? sigh...i dont' know what to do about it but i jolly well think that i should be posting about my own day only that I don't know what to expect from the rest. but in a nutshell, i had fun. i really did, after quite a while.
Did anybody read about Doris Lessing (yes the one who wrote Flight) yesterday? she got the Nobel Prize for literature and apparently she's the oldest recepient for that (she's 88 :O) guess what her famous words were?
OH CHRIST...I COULDN'T CARE LESS
OMG! isn't she the funniest?! you're not too late, you can go and read the report if your parents haven't tossed yesterday's papers away yet. i think she's gonna be another one of the few people i admire. :D she's HILARIOUS! wait till she finds out we did an exam on one of her works. let's see HER take that exam and see what she gets!
ooooookay... exams are over. yippee yippee hooray yay. so what?! now we've got nothing to do and we're supposed to let our brains have their OWN brains and decide to take over our bodies and ooze out from our ears and strive for world domination?! what, FIRST THE BODY, THEN THE WORLD! is that right? poof it's not! i'm going raving mad here with nothign to do. and the computer doesn't have anything very enticing either. psst psst, i can't wait pinkie
right, i'm starting to crap now so i guess i'll go rot somewhere else. ):<
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oh bother. I never thought (not once) that my brain would decide to rot and disintergrate into matters of nothingness in less than a day after exams. never.
Spent my day doing absoloutely pointless things like taking pointless meaningless personality tests. and incidentally, i found out that with my personality, i should play the SAXAPHONE. see?! see?! i TOLD everybody that thinking of playing the sax wasn't/isn't a bad idea! but nooo the stupid conductor just HAD to dump me in the horn section where i'm having a HELL of a time now. yup. thanks a lot mr blubber cheeks.
Was talking to sarah about what hairstyle she should cut when she grows her hair. she decided to get something like this:
okay minus the sexy clothing and the blonde colour. i think it's quite okay. and she's gonna layer it so it wont' be as straight down as this pic. it took her a long time to decide with this hairstyle. talk about indecisive.
right, so after she went off to watch TV i was left with more personality tests to take. talked to Jia for a while. his school is pretty stupid. why on earth would anyone seperate paper 1 & 2 for maths for seperate days? it's ridiculous and an absolute waste of time! OH OH i found this picture online. two actually. it's really funny.
click on both of them if you can't see them clearly. seriously it's really stupid and kinda true too. :D
Anyway, back to the mindless things i was doing today. after the invasion of the personality tests, i went to rot for an hour and a half in front of the TV and about half an hour on the piano. Dont' forget i also talked quite a bit on the phone. if this is what my lifestyle's gonna be like for the next two months....
I THINK I LIKE IT
haha seriously. all the slacking in the world dude. plus the additional going to and fro friends' houses and of course the band practises and the occasional trip around the world. :D talk about enjoying freedom girl. I think i'm going to enjoy this for a while :D
Pearlene and I are arguing about who's fatter. I think i am. it's UNdeniable! it's sooooo obvious that my blubber sticks out more than hers (and NO i'm not being proud about this) then she pipes up about guys and we move on to female rapists. seriously i don't know how we maneouver conversations nowadays. tsk tsk.
Well, considering my life isn't about to get anymore interesting right about now, i guess i'll sign off here.
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Number one, Don't freak out.
Number two, This is not real.
Number three, I hope you will be able to sleep tonight
EXAMS ARE HISTORY
Goooooo people, we managed to survive!
Ten of us (Beatrice, Grace, Laura, Lisa, Natasha, Pearlene, Pinkie, Sarah, Valerie & me) celebrated Grace's birthday yesterday! :D pinkie got the cake from some bakery in AMK and i stupidly forgot to bring the forks and the lighter. so i got 10 forks from a very suspicious malay stall vendor and a lighter from PQ's dad. the cake was pretty good (tho i ate like 1/100 of it)
We went to change after that and to Orchard to wait for pinkie to be done with her back therapy. had loads of fun today man! seriously, balls of fury is the STUPIDEST most HILARIOUS comedy I've seen in a while! the old master guy is super cool! (and a bit stupid too, but that doesn't matter)
went to stretch our cheek muscles in front of a puny small tiny camera after that. (yeah that means the neoprints stuff) some of the pictures turned out really nice. surprisingly we could all fit into like one machine. :D totally proves that we are NOT fat. (but I am!!!)
okay dont' exactly feel like posting now. I'm touching on a very touchy issue with Beatrice right now and when i get over it I may post about it