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Friday, August 31, 2007]
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HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!Thank you
all for standing by us, for picking us up when we fell, for loving us when we were empty, for being just
you. (Oh crap, I think I've got something in my eye D':)
Yesterday was HUGE fun!
though I didn't get anybody anything, the concerts and all were really fun. esp the little imitations of teachers. "Don't flatter me, flattering will get you
NO WHERE" Omg that was really the best lah! "I waaaaaaaant...THIS GIRL!" haha I wonder who says that.
Seriously, the Casino Royale one was super funny. "James, what took you so long?" HAHAHA!!! Mrs Helen Tan looked really good today in that
sexy gown plus her heels. (: Fausta Tan was just being plain retarded (as usual) He should have TOTALLY gotten the LAMEST TEACHER AWARD! hmph. Mr Jiow was pretty lame also lah...L FOR LAME! *does that action* and he was hobbling up the stage. get it get it?
LAME = cannot walk also equals to being really stupid. and Helen Tan was REALLY TALL! Faustatan was like tiptoeing up to grab her neck and try to reach as high up as possible so nobody would get the wrong idea. Helen Tan should shrink and gain weight. >:(
After the concert was the mad giving out of presents. I went to follow Beatrice, Sarah, Pinkie, Val, Grace and Laura to just wish the teachers a happy teachers' day. in the end, i ended up as their very own Yati and Maria. ): plus other's too! nvm lah, still had loads of fun. went over to the primary school side where it was WAY less congested. wished loads of people happy teachers' day. popped my head into the staffroom for a bit too. then Lunch with Clara, Vikki, INEZ!!!, Pinkie, Beatrice, Sarah, Grace, Melissa Lo.
caught up quite a bit. had loads of fun together. (: Hope that EOY bbq will be a reality, then we can get the WHOLE of 6Orchid 2006. YAY!!! After lunch, grace and i went to that photocopying shop where we wasted 15mins of our lives because we found out that Beatrice could actually scan the english paper and send it to her. -.- seriously...
We went home through the scary "jungle" walkway. it was pretty fun i guess, should go by there more often. (since they don't lock it anyway.)
Went to the market with Mum and Dad. Met ChloeNg and my church friend there too. saw quite a bunch of IJ girls. I think the turtles at the aquarium are superdee duperdee CUTE!!! Omg! they look exactly like the origami i used to make! only they squirm about a whole lot more and stink too. but they're so cute! pity sarah didn't wana keep them for her birthday, if not i would have totally gotten like 5 for her or something.
Ate at the market for breakfast then went home. and here i am. thinking about starting on art today, right after i get my paints. Dad doesn't want me to get those white sports shoes for school and he wants me to go to BATA instead. hello?! Bata is totally out of date and the quality is not exactly THAT great you know. ):
Man, I'm gonna hate this break a lot. We got the bloody drama thing to prepare for, which i'm not exactly jumping for joy for. Seriously, my group cannot work together at all! they simply do NOT know the meaning of COLLABORATE. (did i spell it correctly?) I'm gonna have a hell of a time during the stupid meetings. how the hell are we gonna practise in school you tell me? humiliate ourselves in front of all our seniors issit?! GRRR!!! Drama had better turn out okay next year. I sincerely hope that some smart ass from 1/2 will come to 2/1 next year to take my place as number 4 so that i can still be number 5 and not end up in the same group as this year. and i really really hope that we won't have bloody project work next year because it is highly unlikely for that smart ass number 4 to come here and i WILL end up in the same group.
Pssshh...I'm so gonna drop drama as soon as i get the opportunity. ):<
procastinating at 8:25 PM
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Monday, August 27, 2007]
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OMG! we can FINALLY add videos to this screwy blogger! thank
GOD. wait, tell me this hasn't been going on for more than a week.
ANYWAY.
eventful week. full of emotions, ups and downs, work (as it always seems) and a bit of travelling too. well at least for me, not sure about you. been having problems with certain people/s and, i dunno, i feel really weird about it. It's like i
want to hate her when she's being all awfully mean and criticising towards me and yet i can't maintain this hate when she's being nice (which doesn't happen very often incidentally). I mean, you want to be nice or mean, make up your mind lah! seriously speaking (no offence) you're the cause of all my mood swings. I can't decide whether to detest and despise you because when i do and i act all cold towards you, you sorta take revenge and stop speaking to me too and that makes me feel worse! but when i DO try to be nice to you, i dunno, sometimes you're nice and well...most of the times you're not! so i really can't decide and it's making me feel depressed and all and the more i think about it, the more it makes me wanna cry. I mean it's like split personality you know. If you're gonna decide to be friends with someone, surely you would
EITHER act nice OR mean right? but then again, being mean to someone would make him/her an enemy now wouldn't it? I dunno...i'm just really confused about this. i just wish that person would walk right up to me and tell me what SHE thinks. It could and WOULD hurt but this will solve all my moody-ness. ):
"I am the cause of all my problems now, and, as it turns out, everybody else's as well" -a quote from my diary. which i don't often do. but now i feel it's pretty appropriate. time to close the diary.
Let's talk about happier things! my Granddaddy's birthday! (okay that's not what i call him) he's like 90 years old which is REALLY old. but he still looks young enough for an old guy like him. haha he's so cute! it's like he sort of waddles when he walks, it's damn funny lah! and my grandmummy kissed him on the cheek after the birthday song!!! IT WAS THE SWEETEST THING! and my cousin managed to get a pic of that. others were complaining that my grandmummy was too fast. haha! maybe they're too slow. ssshhh...
oh well. this is a short post. I'm going to shower now and then study for history, after which i
WILL finish my colour wheel. damn thing. >:(
procastinating at 3:15 AM
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[
Friday, August 17, 2007]
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PROMENADE IS THE BOMB!As much I dislike and refrain from doing that, i must say this is a situation where i find myself speechless and wordless except for: BOMB.
I mean seriously, you gotta admit, yesterday's show was
REALLY good. and for once, the backstage crew was included in the curtain call!!!
I'm gonna miss everyone at WildRice productions...Lu, wenfu, Z, Grace, Greg, Judy...all of them! they were seriously THE best people i've met so far and they ALL rock. I'm gonna miss the promenade people too (even though i'm gonna be able to see you guys in school). Sam, Vanessa, Joyce, Valerie, Cherie, Monisha, Gloria, all the retarded people. they're seriously insane but i love them anyway. =)
SAM! i'm gonna miss going to J8 with you and PQ, Beatrice & ShiYin! YAMI YOGHURT ROCKS! "omg yami yoghurt is seriously the bomb. it's like shitxxx yo!" -quoted from Sam's everyday sayings. HAHA!
Vanessa! You're nuts in the head but i love you anyway! who cares about when you screwed up, everybody does! You got your cues right and that's what matters!
Valerie! You totally owe me one girl...i ran out all the way to get you that can of coke that you probably peed out already and i had to run all the way to the front gate cuz the back gate was closed by that Dewi whatshername! YOU FINALLY GOT YOUR CUE RIGHT!!! go girl!
Joyce! Cool stage manager dude...i'm gonna miss you going COOKOO!!!
Monisha! STOP STEALING THE YOGHURT!!!
Gloria! okay i don't really know you but i love you anyway, super tallie!
Cherie! YO you're so cool i'm not a fool you dive in the pool and go whoo whoo...okay my rhyming sucks here
i think that's about it. HAHA i love everyone!
procastinating at 9:11 AM
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[
Thursday, August 09, 2007]
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Yes i HAVE been waiting for the cows to come home.
Wow, it's been
donkey years since i've been here. Promenade's been taking up a
LOT of my time. But it's gonna be a FAB show, really. and if you manage to catch a glimpse of the candles, bear in mind:
Kelly lit them. Yep, that's my job for the whole thing. sounds dumb
BUT without me, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE ANY CANDLES! *gasp* I know! okay seriously, it's gonna be really really great. probably the best there'll ever be. and those going on the dates before the previews (aka test audience) take note that there WILL be familiar
TV faces! so keep on those toes!
OH YEAH watch out for this big yellow screen in
ACT 2. it's at the staircases on the far end of the courtyard, 2nd level. Beatrice, PQ & ShiYin will be moving it. so you must appreciate their time that they took off to move that thingy and go congratulate all the props girls for doing so well. (: and yes, that DOES mean me too. heh heh...
I was seriously slacking yesterday, but something good came out of it. I found my two stories which i wrote eeeeeeons ago! none of which are very good but i spent loads of time and effort on them, kays! so NOW, due to my unlimited bounds of imagination, i have started on a NEW one. call me a loser, shoot me, but I
LIKE doing this. and i think this new plot is reeeaaally good! (this may sound like i'm doing really well in compo, but rip that thought off. i'm not)
Started studying today! okay actually i didn't, maybe i just PLANNED to study today but that's
almost the same thing! i have given a max of 2 days for each subject,
i.e history, geog, mt, science & maths. that's cuz prom theatre is seriously taking up like one WHOLE week of precious studying time so i really have to mug like ANYTHING during these 11 days. I'll be going to the study room after lunch, so all the best to my lack of concentration! (seriously, i think i have like ShortAttentionSpan i.e SAS)
okay, i can do this! I can juggle schoolwork, studies, tuition AND prom theatre in these 2 weeks. oh YES i can. all i need is a little PUSH and i'll make it! in any case, (if you do not know) PUSH is = Pray Until Something Happens. universal language i say. WE CAN MAKE IT PEOPLE! prom theatre's gonna be over in a WEEK. just tahan a bit more and we're OUTTA here!
okay CONCENTRATE i need to study. it's nerdsville for the next week dude...
*dreads*
procastinating at 6:55 PM
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[
Friday, August 03, 2007]
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I swear being in props for promenade sucks.
being picked on by mr armstrong's not fun either.
hmph
I mean DUDE i didn't even AGREE to be in props and then mr armstrong just go and
dump me and beatrice in props just because they needed more people to move
ONE pathetic frame that was too big for the bloody weaklings moving it. so at the first chance he got, mr armstrong dumped it on us! what kind of rubb
shit is this?! I HATE PROPS. it's stupid AND it's boring. stupid+boring= kellydoesn'tlikeit
hmph.
PLUSSSSSS that ms-rub-it-in-your-face or ms RIIYF is just DAMNED annoying! i mean you got this situation:
you get your exam marks and they aren't exactly the best. and since your partner has already seen them you just leave it on the table and go do something else. then you ask her what did SHE get?
so what do you think you would do if you were the partner?
a) "oh I didn't exactly do that well either. just 25.5 that's all. don't worry, try better next time!"
OR
b) "oh 7 marks higher. and i'm
NOT boasting okay"
well guess what MY partner ms RIIYF did? DUH B LAH IF NOT I WOULDN'T BE RANTING ON ABOUT THIS!
MAN she's super annoying! you don't have to rub it in my face right? i know my chinese is not exactly that great and i'm already trying my best. you don't have to go thruout the rest of the lesson saying how easy all the questions i got wrong were right?! i mean the ONLY sole reason you would be diong that is
BECAUSE you want to boast AND rub it in my face! so why do you deny it? trying to be humble? more like making me wanna slap your face upside down.
UGH.
oh and i realised fausta tan isn't that much of an idiot as i made him out to be. he's actually quite nice. but not nice enough to make me like him. =) hehe...i know SOMEONE who likes him. ssshhh it's a
secret...
but mr armstrong is just evil and mean and nothing can ever change that. SERIOUSLY.
and DAMNIT what the hell is wrong with ms PMS (or whatever that mood swing thing is called) or maybe i should call you ms MOODSWING aka ms MS. i mean dude okay, you not happy then not happy lah! dont have to come and show me your black face right? what is this, happy then treat me nicely, angry then make it seem like it's my fault and treat me like shit issit? well i tell YOU what okay. i think that it should be ME treating YOU like shit and not the other way round alright. i swear i've been totally giving way to you so much and go and happy happy take advantage of the fact that i do not retaliate that much as i did last time if someone pissed me off. you tell me who is treating who like shit now? i tell you, YOU are the one with the SHIT attitude alright. YOU are the one with the freaking BULLSHIT attitude and it's not ME who's supposed to be changing my attitude. it's YOU. it really is YOU. stupid ms MS.
i've already been starting to treat you like shit. i hope you notice that and change your shit attitude. i will not trust your EMPTY promises anymore. NEVER. you totally lost my trust in you. shit attitude + take advantage = kelly loses trust in you. rmb that. MAN i'm an angry girl. recently i've been getting these weird mood swings. it's like i feel angry all the time and sometimes depressed and stressed. and there's no apparent reason for this. it's kinda freaky.
ah well...i pity you reader because you have to bear with my rants. actually you don't. you can just press alt + F4 and get out of here if you don't like it. really.
SEE there i go again, being all angry. if i snap at you anytime this week and next week, don't take it to heart cuz it may just be my mood swings. but then again if i really hate you then it's you and not me.
procastinating at 6:00 AM
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