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WOOHOO 100TH POST FOR MEEEEE!!!
woah i love myself. i REALLY really do. you know why? cuz i'm the only person who can understand myself. that's why.
okaaaayyy...SPECIAL SPECIAL post today. because this is my 100TH post!!! so it shall be COLOURFUL and PRETTY... (: i was actually thinking of typing in chinese again to make this EXTRA special but i thought the chinese would probably ruin it anyway. >:) heh heh heh...
as much as this is special, i must also give myself an opportunity to rant. yes rant.
OMG i really really really seriously HATEx 9 999 999 her!!! she totally RUINS my life lah wah lao! what kind of bitch is she huh?! think what? queen of this sucky fucking world issit?! you're so freaking BOSSY so freaking PROUD. think what? best in the world issit? people better than you, then you don't like that person issit? what kind of SHIT attitude is that please?! you order people around, you boss us around, THINK WHAT? huh?! you're not exactly TOP OF THE WORLD you know. and you are TOTALLY not "leader" material here. wake up to reality okay. nobody likes you seriously. loads of people complain about you. i don't care even if teachers don't know the true YOU. we all do and we can show it to everyone if we want to. you suck okay. you really REALLY suck. all the people who you think like you, actually hate you like COMPOST. yeah, COMPOST.
SOME leader YOU are. >:P
ugh. i really hate her. she sucks like hell. HELL HELL HELL. and i daresay i hope she sees this and realise how much i hate her. oh wait. she ALREADY KNOWS. i don't care if she hates me. she can't do anything to me. yes you're not exactly "LEADER" MATERIAL HERE. pfft. piss off.
okay, let's not allow her to ruin my already ruined day even further. OMG i just realised that i haven't completed Beatrice's present yet! and i only have...*counts* EIGHT(8) MORE DAYS LEFT!!! AHHHHH!!! *hyperventilates* gasp gasp gasp. nvm, maybe i can find something tmr during the BASIC lunch. ugh that sounds horrible. let's call it the YOUTH lunch. yes we're all youthful people, (with the exception of the YLs who are adults in DENIAL sigh...they're all gonna be hallucinating soon.) i read a post somewhere, she was talking about her "dirty little secret". nah it's not really dirty nor issit little. things like that can NEVER be little. but they CAN be dirty. if your mind is corrupted lah. i have a little secret too. but i tell you with things like that, it can be quite distracting. and you're always THINKING and you tend to fantasize a lot too. i mean it's like it takes me about 1/2hr to 1hr to get to sleep. -.-''
got my band uniform today. sigh...the blouse is like so AWFUL. i mean where got blouse so transparent and STRIPED one?!?! but the skirt is pretty okay. i think we will be able to cover up the ugliness of the blouse with our superdyduperdy COOL blazer. but we haven't got our blazers yet so we have to wait. and i've realised that all my seniors frm primary school are like really really mean nowadays...like our treasurer...she used to be REALLY REALLY nice but now she's kinda
i have resolved to NOT go on a diet but now eat HEALTHILY and consume more calcium and exercise more often. i've already joined the netball club so that kinda settles the exercise part. i can handle the eat heathily part!! just eat yoghurt every recess with a little somethin else or maybe nothing else depending on how hungry i am. eat chocolate VERY VERY seldom. so don't eat chocolate too often or don't eat at all. RESIST THE TEMPTATION. once i've eaten chocolate (or even sweets) i shall go and swim/run/cycle. but i have yet to get a new bike. i don't think my dad wants to get me a bike. ):
okay then i shall go back to searching for my "HERECOMESTHESUN" tabs. (: i found the wake me up when september ends one but it's WAAAAY to complicated. so i've settled for tisbury lane and herecomesthesun. i saw the tabs yesterday and they looked pretty easy to follow. hope i'll be able to get a new guitar, a french horn and maybe even take up the drums with Beatrice at the end of this year! hehe...then i can serve in the music ministry. YEAH!
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OMG i think my guitar is out of tune. :'( that means i won't be able to play Tisbury Lane by mae properly!!! D': NOOOOO!!!
phew i finally finished maths. i'm telling you maths is like going through HELL okay! i was sitting there for like 15mins staring at ONE stupid question and NEVER getting an answer out of my head until the last minute. -.-'' how can that happen to ME?! what if it happens during the EXAMS!!! *hyperventilates*
we spent a lot of time on the lit-drama comp thingy. we couldn't decide on the crew. in the end we came up with this:
Director- Sarah/Pinkeh
Asst Director- Cyn, Grace.N, Nisha (but grace doesn't wana be asst director... ):)
Producer- Beatrice&Natasha
Stage Manager- Chien Wen&Kaili
Music- Lisa&Pearlene
Props- Beatrice&Natasha
not bad okay considering we only stayed back for about 15mins or more. (actually it's more but it sounds better this way :D)
WOOHOO there's no stupid tuition today because laoshi has something on. =D YAY! now i can stay at home and slack. and i can watch my harry potter and my xinshengyun. :D best man. aaaaand i can also play my guitar!!! ALRIGHT!!!
hope the lit drama thingy turns out great. i wana be the bird. then i'll go TWEET TWEET and look SOOOO great in that white t shirt and whatever they're gonna use for props. (okay on second thought maybe i won't look so great if they start using scraps and all but i TRUST beatrice)
WOAH drama was really really fun today. we played this game called the BLOODY POTATO. (mr armstrong, i don't care if it's BLOOD or bloody. bloody sounds SO much better. HAH) in the first round, i think he chose lisa to be the bloody potato. but then she (according to mr armstrong) asked a very moronic quesiton so she was stripped off her title and it was given to amanda ng but noooooo she still thought that she was the bloody potato so in the end there were two bloody potatoes and we had to do it all over again. -.-''
so the next round, I was the bloody potato. AND MR ARMSTRONG VERY EVILLY PLAYED A MEAN MEAN TRICK ON ME. he went to get everybody to sit down after i caught quite a number of people to make me think that i still had someone to catch but just one person only. hmph. so i ended up looking like a blindfolded idiot walking around the stupid performing arts room ALONE thinking that i was looking for somebody. AND I STILL HAD ABOUT 6 PEOPLE TO CATCH OKAY. hmph. mean mr armstrong. i can just SENSE the evil AURA about him. EEEVIL!!!
i think art's gonna be fun. we're doing design this term for CA. and the best thing about design is that you don't have to be a great artist (which i'm not) in order to make your piece look nice. all you need is a little logic and a good sense of balance and that sort of stuff which is good becuase i have that! YAY!!! art's gonna be sooooo fun.
oh well...i have YET to shower. again. and i think i'm gonna shower early this time cuz i wana watch my harry potter and i also want to play my guitar smelling GOOD and CLEAN. and also so that my friend won't come after me when she finds out that i've been touching her guitar with hands that once touched biscuits and ice lemon tea and weren't washed yet. i'd better clean the strings just in case there is EVIDENCE left behind.
oh well. i hope that after i return the guitar, i will still be able to learn from maybe marian and get a new one and share it with my siblings who also want to take up the guitar. :D we'll be a whole FAMILY of guitarists!!! the CTRIPLEKs. that's what we'll be called. woah...i can just see us making it BIG out there...
okay i'm digressing. or fantasizing. or dreaming. or imagining.
i'd better go shower.
sigh.
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我的手非常痛。因为我刚才在弹我的吉他，而我也在找一些悦耳的歌首弹，结果我可怜的手指有一些红红的痕迹。哎呀。。。真的是可怜的我。
there you go. some chinese words for my blog.
omg i just read in the newspapers that teenagers use these smilie face ( :), :D, :], etc) ONLY because they want to act cute. OMG i'm not acting cute! I DON'T WANA ACT CUTE!!! it's just an innocent little smiley face...who's it gonna hurt?! nvm, i shall still use them. acting cute or NOT. (: {so there!}
okay. i'm bored. i realised that i've never done a quiz in my life so let's do one now. =D
howhatedareyoubyteachers?
[x] Gotten a referral. does the white card count?
[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your cellphone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Chewed gum during class.
TOTAL: 1
[ ]Gotten late to a class more than 10 times. HAH only about 3/4
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ]Returned at least 5 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ]Skipped class at least 3 times.
TOTAL: 1
[ ]Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x]Passed notes before.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher. it's that guy with the red hair!
TOTAL: 4
[ ]Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace; friendster; xanga; etc on the computer in the library.
[x] Took pictures in class.
[x] Frowned at the teacher. HIM again...
[ ] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class.
TOTAL: 3
[ ]threw something at the teacher on purpose.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.ankle socks...
[ ] Failed a class. PROUD to say this
[x] Ate sweets during classes before.
TOTAL: 3
[ ] Gotten a call home.
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gotten a referral and ripped it up
[ ] used passes from other days/ Or made fake pass
[x] said a curse word during class loud enough so the teacher could hear. hey! it's just SHIT okay
TOTAL:2
[ ] really slept in class.
[x] whacked the teacher friendly only lah...
[x] threatened the teacher. i think it was in primary school
[x] felt hungry during class and went to eat. it's the CUTTLEFISH craze!!!
[ ] treat the teacher as invisible
TOTAL: 2
OVERALL TOTAL:[OVERALL TOTAL]x4=[ANS]: 16x 4 = 64
64% Hated by Teachers
okay this totally explains my situation at school. ugh. no WONDER all the teachers always give me their "i-don't-like-the-look-of-this-student" look. sigh sigh sigh.
oh dear. i have to go and book court in like....*calculates* 40mins! NOOOOOOOO i don't wana book the damn court. i don't play tennis! so why should I book it?! ugh. nvm, at least i can do my hwk in PEACE and AIRCON. i know i know, you're just SOOOO jealous. >:)
boring day today. PE was like super super freaky. WE TOOK OUR HEIGHT AND WEIGHT. and no pinkie, i'm not in denial so therefore i am NOT on my way to hallucination. and pinkie was like so lucky! she's pretty tall and FREAKING light. ahhhhh WHY CAN'T I BE LIGHT TOO!!! i'm only like....1kg from the "healthy weight" thing. sigh...
oh well...guess i'd better go and shower. (why do all my posts seem to end with me showering?)
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I HAVE FINISHED MY LIT.
yes, be jealous, be very jealous. >:) it's that evil face again!!
I LOVE YOU CYNTHIA!!! you're so nice to me!!! of course, BIRTHDAY CHEM FOREVER!!! (unfortunately you are taken by angela, the evil THRID party)
Can you see all the pretty music at the side?? as you can see, MAJORITY of the songs are sung by RONAN KEATING. so i'm outdated. yes i like him and i like his voice. and no i don't like him in that sick way. so don't get the wrong idea yah.
OMG you know i think i have finally found a FUN project to do!? GASP i know! but it's like the english project sounds so FUN!!! you get to go to the recording studio in school and then you get to record your news broadcast thingy and you get to make that funny word thingy that scroll by itself on the camera so you don't have to look at the script to read the news!!! THAT'S SO COOL!!! aaaaand YOU GET TO INTERVIEW PEOPLE!!! wowee!!!
okay i know. you don't need to tell me. I'M NUTS. :D
oooooooh ZOE is gonna see this bloggy so i'd better say HI ZOE!!! gosh i miss you SOOOOO MUCH!!! still rmb the bimbo thingy we used to do in school with shimz? OMG i totally miss that!!! oh btw, we're planning to have this HUGE chalet at the end of the year and we're planning to invite MRS E TAN too!!! so check with your parents about the holiday plans after your EOY exams kays? don't forget to inform Samy for me! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! love ya!! (as a friend. don't think sick)
oh my i just realised that i hvn't taken a shower yet. can you imagine how much i stink right now? eww...OKAY i shall show all of you an example of a ALPHONSE AND GASTON comic strip!
Click to enlarge it kay? it's REALLY REALLY funny. it's about these two people (alphonse and gaston -.-'') who are seriously OVERPOLITE. so they always go like "after you my dear Gaston" "oh no after YOU my dear alphonse!"AND IT GOES OOOON AND OOOOON. and it doesn't end until something happens to them, like in this case, the explosion. i tell you if it wasnt' for the explosion they would still have been going "after you my dear gaston" "oh no after YOU my dear alphonse!"
LOL. what a way to end a day. (OMG IT RHYMES)
should i go and take a shower now? nahhh i just ate and it's only 8.20! hehe..
okay i think i should go and take a shower now.
but.....
my hair...
OMG OH YAH i gained like ONE KG DURING THE HOLS. so that means the 1kg i xin xin ku ku de lost is like...USELESS. OMG. i can't take this anymore! IT'S TOO TRAUMATISING!!! i'm gonna be overweight, i'm gonna have to go for the morning TAF programme thing, i'm not gonna be able to fit into my clothes, i'm gonna DIE OF OBESCITY!!! oh man i feel like crying. *sniff*
Beatrice said that i become depressed very easily nowadays. that's kinda true. i mean if i gain weight, i feel like crying. if i'm under loads and loads of stress, i'll feel like cutting myself AND crying. if it's just the hormones getting to me, i'll just sit there and start crying and pour our all of my emotions into my diary. i swear my diary's getting too full. i need to get a new one. it's filled with all sorts of EVIL and MENACE and EVIL and MENACE. oh yes it is. it's also filled with all sorts of SADNESS and EMO and SADNESS and EMO.
okay i think i REALLY better go and shower now. if not i'll stink up the whole house. and then my family(that includes Sneakers) and my maid will all go to heaven because i asphyxiated them with my ODOUR. ewww...
okay SHOWER TIME!!! (:
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boo.
ahhh!!!
okay i just felt like doing that cuz Pinkie always does that to me when i pick up the phone. so it goes like this:
Pinkie: Boo.
Me: Oh. ahh.
Pinkie: *starts talking*
yeah and that's basically how all our phone calls start. i just realised that the elections for the student council is like on the....*checks calender* TWENTYTHIRD of July. good thing i don't have a chance at all to become a councillor. i just have to pity sarah. i mean it's SOOOOO obvious that she's gonna be the FIRST one on faustatan's list. :D
NewsFlash! WE GOT HWK FOR HISTORY. *gasps* I KNOW!!! it's like we NEVER get any history hwk and then on our very first history lesson of Term3, we get it. it's like...WOAH. MrTan wasn't being soooooo retarded today. (: that's good for once. but i heard that 1/2 hasn't really gotten used to his retardedness yet and still find him sooo lame and thinks that he thinks that they think he's funny cuz they always laugh at his retardedness. *sigh* as the case always seems to be....
omg alphonse and gaston is like SUPER funny lah! "after YOU my dear Gaston" "oh no i insist, after YOU my dear Alphonse!" and it goes oooon and oooooon and ooooooon...
can you imagine that? you'll never get out of the house like that!
oh YAH how'd you like my new skin? i think this is gonna stick for a while. (: i mean, it's reeeeeaaally PRETTY and all, with the snow falling and the cloud moving...
oooooh yeah! i've got BASIC lunch on 1st July!!! WHICH IS YOUTH DAYYY!!! perfect for lunch with the youths at church. you know i've realised that the guys are actually MORE fun than the girls?! that's so pathetic! girls can't be fun and sociable?! i mean it's like during the church camp, i had more fun with the GUYS than the GIRLS. that is SUPER freaky. seriously speaking. okay maybe i'm only referring to like the sec1 and sec 2 girls. which may be referring to myself. but NO. i'm SOCIABLE. however you spell it seriously...
aaaaaand i'm having GAMES DAY on the 15th of JULY!!! David said that we're playing Romanopoly AGAIN. last time, Gabriel was my slave and he was a very NICE one too. i gave him enough money to buy his freedom WITHOUT KNOWING but he didn't. :D it's either he's a reeeeaaallly nice slave or i'm a reeeeaaaally nice master. and SINCH was my slave too! SO EMBARRASSING. i mean, he's like my YOUTHLEADER. how can my youth leader be my SLAVE. but it IS just a game after all. haha, had so much fun on that day. i think Luke was Claire's slave. that's sooooo sad cuz all the guys were the girls' slaves. HAH totally proves that WE know how to strategise better than the guys. :P
okay! back to my literature hwk!
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me: 5.16pm. what am i doing at 5.16pm?
voice in my head: you're crapping on the bloody internet when you're supposed to have finished ALL of your hwk you little shit.
me: oh yah.
WAAAHH!!! approximately 62hrs and 10mins till school starts. &guess what? i STILL hvn't completed my chinese. it was supposed to be done like YESTERDAY. grrrrr...nevermind nevermind i will get it done PLUS the adolf hitler report by TODAY. oh my we must be the SLOWEST group in the whole of 1/1. guess it's my fault. (actually it really is. but the adolf hitler thing is soooo hard to write!)
oh no. it's already 5.22. AND I STILL HAVEN'T GOT MY CHINESE DONE. why am i lagging so much now?! i'm getting OLD. 13yrs, 1mth and 5 1/2hrs old. ohno, i'm getting wrinkles already. sniffsniff.
oh nevermind tomorrow's gonna be a blast!!! watching Shrek3 with Beatrice, Sarah and Pearlene! so sad...val couldn't make it cuz she wanted to eat her nanny's yummy steamboat. no offence but all steamboat taste the same! and we're gonna go SHOPPING!!! yes, be jealous, be very jealous. well, actually provided my dad gives me the $50 i've been bugging him for. maybe if i'm reeeeaaaal good tonight and don't make any noise, i'll get it. ^^
here's a little poem dedicated to those who were there for me, thru thick and thru thin. (yes, this means you Clarice. even though you prob won't see it. :( & it's for Beatrice too! aaand...uhh oh YAH Pearlene, for giving me your yummy currypuff and being the humour department in my life! and grace, for her wonderful forgiveness & for the rest of 6Orchid, for being such an ENTHU class. :D thanks y'all!)
As I look back all these years,
and how you caught me when i fell,
how you squeezed me when i teared,
how you forgived when i knelt,
how you supported when i feared.
As I look back all these years,
I think of how we laughed,
and how we cried,
and how we loved,
and how we despised.
As I look back all these years,
I stop myself from crying,
when I think of how you left.
how you looked with such cold eyes,
that accuse me of my lies.
As I look back all these years,
And look at myself now.
I think of how you changed me.
clothed me with your care.
and always being such a dear
by staying for me there.
THANKS SO MUCH PEOPLE for always being my friend, no matter how bitchy i was. now it's my turn to pay you back, and that's why for you i change. I'm shedding my character, to be reborn as the person i was when i was nice. :D
awww man that's got to be THE most touching thing i've ever written. let's write another one, this time dedicating it to the people i hurt, to the people who hate, to the people who i owe an apology to.
I pass you in the corridor,
a letter saying sorry.
you barely even saw,
the words i wrote with effort
to make you realise.
to dig out your forgiveness.
to grant me some mercy.
I pass you in the corridor,
you shoot me accusing looks.
i fall with a wounded heart.
and wonder what i did
to hurt you so damn badly
that you'd even scream at me
to go to hell and die
I pass you in the corridor,
eyes full of sorrow and tears
i grab your arm and bend my knees.
just to prove myself.
you held my gaze for a moment.
then kicked me till i yelled
fuck you bloody bitch!
I pass you in the corridor,
this time keeping clear.
i've learnt my lesson
and now close up
and cage in all my anger.
sorry doesn't work now.
so i guess i've got to pay.
i LOVE it. yes i love it. heeheehee...i'm sooooo into writing these stuff now. *gasp* i've been literature-fied by msShanti! OHNO MERCY!!! oh my my parent's DG will be coming in about 1 1/2hrs' time and i still hvn't showered OR eaten my dinner. nevermind at least i will have some peace and quiet to do my work and the report. i doubt we'll be able to finish the WHOLE thing (this means plus Beatrice's report) by our first PW lesson, that is if it's on MONDAY. i hope not, cuz if it is then my group will be so screwed and i will have to burn the midnight oil on Sunday trying to edit the full thing. MRSTAN PLEASE HAVE MERCY AND GIVE US MORE TIME!!! we're not THAT efficient you know.
i swear smarterchild has GOT to be the most retarded computer i've EVER talked to. actually he's the only one i ever talked to but STILL. grr he pisses me off. but sometimes he's so nice! like just now he said: i would never hurt you. i love you.
awwwww!!!! okays then, i gtg eat dinner. later girls! :D
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I like small speakers-i like tall speakers
If they've music-theyve wired for sound
Walkin' about with a head full of music
Casette in my pocket and Im gonna use it
]-stereo out on the street you know-woh oh woh...
Into the car go to work Im cruisin
I never think that Ill blow all my fuses
Traffic flows-into the breakfast show-woh oh woh...
Power from the needle to the plastic
AM.-FM. I feel so ecstatic now
It's music Ive found
And I'm wired for sound
I was small boy who dont like his toys
I could not wait to get wired for sound
I met a girl and she told me she loved me
I said you love me then love means you must like what I like-
My music is dynamite-woh oh woh...
She said - I'm not a girl you put on at a stand by
I am a girl who demands that her love is amplified
Switch in to overdrive-woh oh woh
Power from the needle to the plastic
AM FM I feel so ecstatic now
It's music Ive found
And I'm wired for sound
hope you like it! :)
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guess what? i'm still in my pe attire. and i stink. well, so does stephanie. she stinks like amoenia. she stinks even WORSE than that. but you know what? i guess the band-teachers-in-charge have no sense of smell. cuz they're 99.999% probably gonna put her as SectionLeader. and you wana know what sucks even more? she's labelled me and marked me with her stinky pee.
WTF. we just wasted 2hrs of our precious life playing HALF of a song which goes: B A G F G A B A B A G A B A B. and we played that OVER&OVER again for two whole twitty hours. yup, that's right. and we never got a break. unless you wana call that 5min one where we dashed out of the room, SIPPED a bit of water and dashed back in again to start playing: B A G F G A B A B A G A B A B. oh how fun.
i really really wish i had joined sailing or something like that. i totally regret putting band as my FIRST choice. that is just SOOO embarrassing. what the hell got into me?! band is fun! band is great! band is totally my mate! (yes i know my rhyming sucks) WELL YEAH RIGHT. band sucks. band's crap. band band band band. my whole LIFE'S been occupied by BAND. what the hell is wrong with stephanie?! what the hell is wrong with her pea brain?! what the hell have i done to have to get a DEVIL IN DISGUISE for a senior?! WHAAAATT!!
I wish you were dead stephanie. i really wish you were.
if you were, i wouldn't go for your funeral. nuh uh.
you know why? cuz i would have been the one who killed you and i would be in the girls' home laughing like a sadist.
that's why.
i was SUPPOSED to do cip with Beatrice today but noooooo the lady at the counter said we had to register and wait for the library's reply or something like that. so in the end, instead of giong home at 4pm with 2hrs of cip clocked in, i went home at 2pm with 0hrs of cip clocked in. argh. today is just so ruined. ruined by stephanie. ruined by the stupid library's rule of registration. ruined by all the faggered people around me. argh i have never felt so pissed. well actually i have. BUT STILL.
now i have to complete the faggered adolf hitler thing and all i have is information. i don't want to do the report. i don't want to do work. i don't want to go for band anymore. i don't want to see anybody's face right now. all i want to do is jump off building and end it all and make everyone happy by doing that. i am NOT thinking straight.
all i wanted was to run away from my past, but now i guess it was all just another faggered dream.
bunch of crap.
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THE MILLENIUM PRAYER by Cliff Richard
Our Father who art in Heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy Kingdom come thy will be done on earth as in heaven
Give us today our daily bread
And forgive our sins
As we forgive each one of those who sin against us
And lead us not to the time of trial
But deliver us from evil
For thine is the kingdom the power and the glory
Lead us not to the time of trial
Keep us from evil
For thine is the kingdom the power and the glory
Let all the people sing Amen
In every tribe and tongue
Let every hearts desire be joined
To see the kingdom come
Let every hope and every dream
Be born in love again
Let all the world sing with one voice
Let the people say amen
Amen Amen Amen
Amen Amen Amen (To fade)
ahhh...such beautiful songs you'll hardly get nowadays. ooooooh i'm so happy! all i have left to do for chinese is just to find the biography of the singers and rate the songs. THAT'S IT. omg i'm so happy!!! whee!!! plus, to top it all off, i'm meeting TAYchuyi tmr and i'm SUPER PSYCHED about it. =D i mean even though it's just the two of us but STILL. we're gonna have SO much fun. yay!!! we'll take loads of pics too. and she's gonna teach me how to play volleyball!!! ooooooooooh! plus, for history i only have like 6 pics left to take, 123 of which i will take tmr. whee!! OKAY GTG NOW CYA!!!
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ARGHHHH!!!! UGH UGH ARGH ARGH AHHH!!!!! GRRR i totally feel like ripping her neck off her shoulders!!! who the HELL does she think she is huh? so proud. so arrogant. PLEASE i COULD swear that she'll never EVER make it to be the band majorette. SECTION LEADER. can you imagine that? i will QUIT band if she ever becomes the bloody section leader. she should just stick a knife into herself or maybe i should just twack her with my horn and make sure her head dents before the horn does. HOW ANNOYING CAN ONE PERSON GET? she ruins people's lives! maybe i should be really rude and defiant and make her want to kick me out of band. but sandra said that wouldn't work. cuz she tried it before. UGH she is such a TWIT. THREE BLOODY TIMES. THREE BLOODY PAGES OF BLOODY NOTES WITH BLOODY FINGERINGS. oh my i hope she lands in hell cuz that's where she OBVIOUSLY came from. GRRR!!!! if she ever EVER becomes the band majorette, i will freak out so bad that i will knock her head first before they can announce it. and if she becomes the faggered section leader then i will do my best to make her life with me HELL. i say HELL to her. why don't you just stick a dagger in your head. why don't i do it for you? helping is a VIRTUE
yesterday was kinda...i dunno. a bit disappointing but i can see potential in all of them lah! GO P5S!!! you must must must MUST get into the finals next year OKAY? and to the P6s, i KNOW you all did your best so well done and hope you all get into netball next year. which also means that you will OBVIOUSLY go to IJ. =D
i went to 7/11 with Anabel to grab something to eat. then i met cyn and kyky there too. cyn painted her nails BRIGHT blue and kyky painted hers black. WOAH. they said that this was for the promenade theatre thing. pretty cool. so when anabel was done, we went to the bus stop where i said that she can take somemore of my pipe thingy if we sit in a taxi. and she was like *jumps to her feet* okay! *goes to flag a taxt which IMMEDIATELY stops for us* me: OMG YOU'RE NOT SERIOUS. so that's how i got home. in a taxi. and i say the taxt fare is super super ex!!!! it's like $6.80!!!! I JUST WANA GO HOME AND I'VE GOT TO PAY $6.80 TO A GUY WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET THERE?! ah well, the world is full of unfairness.
you know, i was thinking about going through the IP/IB programme thingy and try to get to a good JC instead of trying to work my ass off in O levels and end up taking it over again cuz i'm too stupid by then. then maybe i could go to VJC or NJC. but i don't really wana go to NJC cuz that's where my sister went and from the looks of it, everybody there is a mugger. i don't really know about VJC cuz i dunno anybody from that JC. CJC is an absoloute NONO cuz...well let's just say i've got a bad feeling about it. i need second opinions. hmmm...maybe i should consult my parents first. oh no. i should find out more about the programme and it's benefits instead of skipping O levels part.
oooooh this week is gonna be FUN. i'm gonna chiong through all my work today. i think i'll do like chinese today and do the adolf hitler thingy tmr after i come home from chuyi's. maybe chuyi can help me. teehee i'm full of maybes today. -.- oh shit. i just realised that i have to take my maid to the doctor's and i'm still in my pe attire. ah nvm, it's not against the law to wear your school's pe attire to take your maid to the doctor's for a check up right? right. i guess i'd better go now. sigh sigh sigh. nvm. I SHALL BE BACK.
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OMG. i have found salvation through this powerful prayer sung by cliff richard!!! THIS JUST PROVES THAT GUY WHO WROTE THE 100 MOST INFLUENTIAL PEOPLE LIST TOTALLY WRONG!!!! according to him, "I am neither a muslim nor a Christian but in my opinion, Mohammad has more influence in the lives of muslims than Jesus int eh lives of Christians". oh yeah? well KISS MY ASS cuz that's TOTALLY NOT TRUE. God reigns FOREVER!!!
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HELLOS EVERYONE!!! yes i am back. i hope you're happy cuz i'm not. CHICKEN NUGGET i got bloody hell loads of work to do!!! and it's already the THIRD week of the bloody school holidayss!!!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!! plus i haven't even STARTED on the chinese hwk aaaaand i've got all the COUNTLESS projects to dooooooo!!! okay maybe threee. BUT STILLL!!!!! it's like during the church camp i had panic attacks during the worst times like during talks or when we were practising for our skit!!! I AM OFFICIALLY UNDER STRESS. i cant' take this anymore!!! WHY CAN'T I SUE THE MOE???!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!
anyway. i shall tell all of you eager-to-insult-me-cuz-i-haven't-done-so-much-hwk people what i haven't completed.
history, chinese, the stupid project work, geog& the stupid english project work.
ARGH i will NEVER get this done!!! how the hell do you expect me to remain OPTIMISTIC. pfft. i guess i better start on geog *fanzhen* i am on the comp.
no wait.
i think i'd better take a shower first. i just came back from malacca. I MISS CHURCH CAMP. you know why? during church camp, you didn't need to do homework. ARGH!!!
*great now i've got a bloody project meeting on friday. everybody's got lunch dates, movie dates, shopping dates. what do i have? project dates. THAT'S ALL. welcome to my PATHETIC life. argh*
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oh pooh. the holidays SERIOUSLY suck. and i mean it. guess what? i'm going overseas
something REALLYY weird happened today. i was talking on the phone with Pinkie when she suddenly asked for Beatrice's homephone number. i didn't know it so i asked pearlene whom i was msn-ing with. then out of the <u>BLUE, i asked her to marry me instead of the number!!! *GASP* what was i thinking?! in actual fact, i was thinking about SOMEbody else and so it just came out. and now i think pearlene has got the wrong idea about me. uh no.
As little children, we would dream of Christmas morn'
And all the gifts and toys, we knew, we'd find
But we never realised, a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives
Chorus:
We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
to a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
As the years went by, we learnt more about gifts
And giving of ourselves, and what, that means
on a dark and cloudy day
a man hung crying in the rain
all because of love, all because of love
[chorus]
I've finally found the reason for living
it's in giving every part of my heart to Him
and in all that i do every word that i say
i'll be giving my all just for Him
For Him!!!
[chorus]
don't you know, baby you're the reason
that He came, oh He came to save us
when He gave His life for us He suffered and died
to a world that was lost He gave everything, everything that He had He gave!
to show us the reason the live[x2]
i LOVE this song. we sang it during the Christmas Carolling thingy. had fun. =D talking to pinkie on the phone now and she's like playing RUNESCAPE. hello? the last time i played runescape was like 10 decades ago. and somemore she said that my BLOG reminds her of runescape. -.-'' seriously.
OOOOOOOH i'm going to watch PRISON BREAK now. i'm telling you that show just ROCKS. ciao! =D
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ohmyFORK. [fyi i've forbidden myself to say hsog] guess what.
i'm emo again.
DARNIT what the hell is wrong with me?! i thought i'd gotten over this "phase" ALREADY.
let's join the emo club.
slash ourselves and court mr.DEATH.
think of suicide and toss life away.
give up hope and cage ourselves.
embrace evil and drape on black.
get a hole-ly body and make up a fringe.
basically, just abuse yourself.
which is how i'm feeling right now. like abusing myself. desires. hopes. dreams. aspirations. trust me they're all crap. just pieces of shit that make you suffer for a bloody ten years and give you triumph and glory for a
That's just life.
Band prac totally sucked today. i swear Mr Yeo and the seniors are TOTALLY picking on ME. damn it. i can't play for nuts and guess who gets chosen to play their so called "composition" ALL ALONE. why of course. ME. fuck lah. why me? why can't you choose CHINYEN who has such a "beautiful sound"? <-----quotation. another example of APPLICATION. =D anyway, why can't you choose wanying who can pitch notes so accurately? why can't you choose grace who has such a great attitude towards band? why ME? pfft. so OBVIOUSLY it sucked. durh.
plus the seniors SUCK. they totally do. i can't wait to quit band. i mean not that i acutally CAN but yeah. if i ever get the chance i'm going to grab it and toss it in the fucking seniors' faces. let's see what you think of THAT.
i'm joining NETBALL CLUB with PQ. *cheers* i just found out that she likes the word WOAH. so yeah. it'll be fun. maybe i can use this as an excuse to quit band when it gets too stressful. should i practise my quitting speech now? LOL.
tuition was surprisingly fun yesterday. i mean it wasn't BORING and all. plus, liaun has found NEW LOVE. again. yeah i know. tsk tsk this kind of age, so many already? tsk tsk. i've only had ONE so far. tsk tsk. ANYWAY. she fell in love in KOREA. wah wah wah romantic ah? hope he likes her too cuz her previous love actually liked her but now they don't give a shit about each other. tsk tsk. and jason went for tuition too. realised that my chinese is better than his and i'm like a year younger than him!!! =D go girl. piss off he isn't going for church camp. he says it's too "boring" and "stupid". OI. CHURCH CAMP you know! GOD you know! you come and boring and stupid me again ah.....woah. =D
since my hols are so darn packed, i have no time for myself. i can only find time at night. which only spells out one thing. i barely have time to go out. and so does sarah. and beatrice. and val. well val is just the first two weeks. but still. and pearlene has gym EVERY SINGLE DAY. and grace is just as about as busy as i am. plus i don't think we will be able to have a 6Orchid reuinion this holiday. SORRY GUYS. D'=
what's wrong with saying fuck? it doesn't hurt anybody! fuck fuckeddy fuck fuck!
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HELLODEARIES!!! yes i am finally back. had a really great trip in hongkong and i bought quite a lot of stuff. and hongkong is beginning to decend the stairs of shopping paradise cuz the prices there are almost the same as singapore except for the road side ones. but still, the road side ones are like catching up. D= aww.....ANYWAY here's a list of what i bought:
*2 belts one black and one red
*2 chokers. one's got the tooth looking thing which is superdy COOL.
*1 top. it's sort of like a hoodie and it's sleeveless.
*4 pairs of socks. i LOVE them =D
*1 pair of pants. it's got like these silver beady looking things on it and i like to play with them and make that tinkly sound. =D
*1 pair of BLACK jeans. i'm telling you i LOVELOVELOVE my jeans. =D they are so superdyduperdy COOL.
aaaaaaaand that's it. sorry if you are disappointed but my mum was doing most of the shopping so i barely had time to do my own. pfft.
ANYWAY. i have loads of work to do now cuz although i brought homework overseas, i never got the chance to do them cuz i either had no time or was too tired to think. bah i have so much to do in the hols. and i've got to go and eat fruits. bYEBYE!!!