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Thursday, May 24, 2007]
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HELLO. i will be flying to
HONG KONG in about
3hours time. OHMIGAWD i am so darn excited. i haven't been on a plane for like
fuck knows how long lah! woohoo!!! hopefully they will be showing a GOOD movie. aaaaaand i'll be sitting on
SIA eh!!! wah wah wah makes me feel good man!!! =D see? i'm high.
my dad's buying me
BURGER KING now. bleah. i hate burger king. nothing good to eat one. all you have is high in carbohydrates bread and ingredients that are
OOZING with oil. ewwww...
woah founder's day was a darn great BLAST man! trust me IJ girls have so much MORE spirit than
SJI boys. pffft to your face! wah wah wah the primary girls can sing dude!!! it was like so sweet lah! and of course. the secondary school girls were SO much
better. hehe.
idiot fausta tan went to choose reg no. 1-5 to clean up J304/5/6. (whichever it is. i don't know) pffft to his ass!!!! and guess what? that sarah toh went to happyhappy go and top the class.
AGAIN. PFFFFTTTT!!! so pissed.
and then that hillary went to happyhappy beat me by one mark and therefore she is 14th position out of 40. so i guess you will know my position. nvm. at least i'm in
TOP HALF. yay!!! i did better than i really expected so i'm happy. =D guess i have to lower my expectations...nvm for SA2 i must must must be top 10 of the class. MUST.
i guess this will be my last post until i come back from HONG KONG. sighh. then this blog will be
dead. WAAAHHH NOOOOOO!!!
oh in case you ppl don't know,
JORDAN/JORDIN won for american idol last night. ain't that great? i swear if blake acutally won i would have called him a
BLOKE. =D heh.
yay i finally got the song
FACE DOWN that clarice so very
nicely sent to me. now i've got to send it to valerie and my comp is lagging on me again. pffft.
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Notice anything NEW?
yup, I CHANGED THE SKIN. (in case you imbeciles out there didn't notice)
i love this skin now. RAPTURE. and if you don't know what that means, it's just another name for the second coming of Jesus. i can't wait for that day! :D
righto. nothing much happened today. i'm telling you NEVER attend stupid craft workshops held by retarded parent volunteers who don't know how to explain instructions to us but just give us a pathetic diagram and expect us to know what to do. NEVER.
the craft workshop was supposed to be for us to do something CONSTRUCTIVE with our time. not waste our bloody time fiddling around with freaking curvy wurvy wire that refuses to be moulded into the shape and patteren that we want it to be! pfft. piss off.
food fair today. but i happyhappy go and be hero and forget my money. pfft. so i didn't exactly eat anything during the 1 1/2hour break except for a pathetic packet of pizza sticks and morsels of glutinous rice. pfft.
theeeen. we went back to the hall. and do what? learn the pledge in three different languages. WHAT THE
FUCK?!?!?!?! we did the tamil one first and i SWEAR nobody can read that paragraph of
gibberish. but estelle did it surprisingly well. i take my hat off to you dude.
then we did the malay one. we did that in primary school so it was pretty easy. and the chinese one was SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER easy. and jini actually read it quite well. i bet it's cuz we did it in primary school that's why. CHEAT.
Pearlene was being really moody today. she looked sooooooooo sad. D: don't be sad Pearlene! we all love you, especially ME! =D wheee!!! so
DON'T WORRY AND BE HAPPY! never fear, for i am here! woohoo!!! whoever it is that's making you this depressed is a bitch and a piece of shit. so don't care about her/him and live your life to the fullest with happy and cheerful friends! =D
pfft. you're such a piece of crap. i've never met anyone as bitchy and fucking proud as you. you think that you have all the friends in the world. you think you're so fucking popular. well wake up and smell the loneliness and betrayal in the air girl! it's time to face the FACTS that you are just soooo lonely and soooo friend-less. please, spare me the redundant retorts. you KNOW that you are just a bitchy piece of imbecile shit and you probably need a reminder. unless you change your fucking attitude you will never gain my respect or even anyone elses. you think that everybody loves you? DREAM ON. i bet even that so called "best friend" of yours doesn't really like you. why would she hang around with her friends when she's with you at the same time? don't be ignorant. i know i myself don't have the right to judge you this way but i MUST voice out my opinion of your worsening attitude. nobody likes you. you really have to face that. loads of people have already told me how they feel about you. i dont' care what people think of ME. what matters right now is YOU. i don't want you to get hurt like i did. change your attitude and you will probably be able to find a few TRUE friends in the long run. OPEN your stubborn eyes and LOOK around. we're all waiting for you to wake up. and that's because true friends care.woohoo! flying off for HONGKONG tmr! gonna have soooo much fun! plus i'm going only with my mummy too! i LOVE sitting in aeroplanes! they fly soooo FAST. =D randomisation. plus, it's founder's day tmr AND we're gonna get our report books back which sucks. i hate my grades. i SWEAR i am so going to improve. and you will so see this in CA2 AND SA2. i WILL. you'll see. i'll be more hardworking and come up with a new plan to study. yes yes i will. but you will also notice that i will only improve in subjects essential for a veterinarian. hehe. yes that IS what i want to be. i aspire to be a veterinarian and i will open a clinic with Beatrice and then she can go back to wherever she wants to live in another country and open a new clinic with OUR name. =D i swear we are soo going to study together. it will be SO cool! and grace will be studying with us too! so we can all take different shifts. whee!!!! thinking and planning for the future is FUN! i hope GOD gives me a chance to live all the way until i open a clinic and start working before He comes back again. it's like a game. a game of life.
PRAISE GOD. =D
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007]
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hello everyone! on the
22ndMAY, i was officially
13THIRTEEN13. and thank you to
Cynthia for the lovely
LILAC socks! thank you to Hillary for Avril Lavigne's album, GIRLFRIEND and the HIGH QUALITY cake! thank you to Sarah, Beatrice and Val for the much longed for guitar book! thank you to Grace for the soapy and shampooy things you gave me! sorry but i can't differentiate between shampoo, soap and conditioner. thank you to Chien Wen for the beautiful keychain! thank you to Pearlene for the one-day LATE letter! thank you to
Pinkie for the sweet little earrings! i promise you i will pierce my ears!
thank you to EVERYBODY for the birthday huggies!thank you to
MY FAMILY for the yummy cake, birthday wishes and the most beautiful card that my mum
MADE!
thank you girls, for making this day a brilliant birthday! =D
we also played captain's ball. aaaaaaaaand we got
FIRST. we got
FIRST for the perfect banner too. THANKS PINKIE. but we got last for the dance. that doesn't matter though. i mean hello it's not even related to captain's ball. =D and 1/2, you should have TOTALLY won.
on the 21stMAY we went for some general leadership thingy. the city slicker thingy was fine i guess. i've never ever walked from orchard mrt all the way to the tanglin area back to CHIJMES area before. and i will
NEVER do it again. thank you to the two ang mo-s who gave us the much needed taxi reciept! we got first for the questions thingy but we were degraded to like 2nd cuz we were late. D= but at least we got
2nd.=D
oh crap i've got to go for tuition.
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Friday, May 18, 2007]
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hellos everyones. i just
WALKED home again today and i feel sooooo good because i sweat a lot and that probably means i lost weight. =D but i drank a
mango smoothie too.{lisa i know you're
DROOLING} so that probably means my weight is the same cuz i lost the fats i gained from the smoothie. >:( nvm, i shall go swimming after
band tomorrow. i can't believe that we're the
only section that has extra practise. i mean yeah i like the practise but MAN can't we ALL have practise
together? i mean, we ARE a
BAND after all and that means that we have to work together and be almost just as good as each other! so that means if one section has practise the rest of the sections
MUST have practise too in order to be of equal standards RIGHT? pfft.
had yet
ANOTHER sex talk today. but this time it was about premarital
sex. there were two speakers,
THERESA and
JESTYN. oh and Jestyn is pronounced as
JUSTIN and it's latin for justin. cool huh? but he's not latin he's VERY
Singaporean. the talk was okay i suppose...the STDs really freaked me out.
DON'T HAVE PREMARITAL SEX.
after that, we got back our lit papers and i found my very first
A1!!! that's GREAT! never knew that my project would actually get like **/50. so amazing...but the written test was
rubbishit. cuz i got like **/25 lah which sucks like hell. but overall i still got an A1 which makes me really happy cuz the rest of my subjects are like either B4, B3 or A2.
THANK GOD i didn't get a C. my geog improved too! by like
3grades lah! so overjoyed! =D
and Sarah didn't top every subject this time which means that studying a few days before the exam doesn't help her and she has to go back to studying one day before the exam which makes her even more free than usual which sucks cuz i always have to study like a month before the
fucking exam. D:<>HONG KONG next friday for like
8 days and i will be living with
3 dogs & 1 cats and THAT rocks. woohoo!!! but the other prob is that i have quite a bit of holiday homework so i have to get what i currently have before i go for the trip or else i will have to bring my homework on holiday. -.-'' and val was coming up with this lame excuse for me if i have to bring my homework on holiday: sorry _____(whoever) i lost my homework in midair when i jumped from the plane with a parachute. it just slipped out of my hand! what to do?
LOL.
after the
HONG KONG trip, i shall be going to
MALACCA for my
lovely church camp. :D time for some
BONDING eh? *winks at Beatrice* wells, i think i'd better go back to my holiday homework or else i will just DIE during the holidays. ooooooh i think
what goes around comes around by
Justin Timberlake just
ROCKS. it's just SO cool. ahh i really should go now.
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Thursday, May 17, 2007]
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today was
crappy. first, there were too many announcements and that bloody announcement reading girl has such a freaking soft voice. then, chloe went to blame me for not telling the class about the important announcements. look here okay. i didn't tell the
bloody class the stupid announcements because you freaking people ran out of the classroom to check your stupid chinese paper! how on earth do you expect me to tell you the bloody announcements?! then this bloody !#$%^& together with that
fucking %#$!* went to blame me for "searching" through your stupid bag when you told us
PERSONALLY to take your paintbrushes and use them. HELLO?! if i'm supposed to use your stupid paintbrushes and you didn't give them to me then OBVIOUSLY i would have to search your effing bag right? DUMB. you're freaking DUMB okay and FACE THE FACTS. >:(
next, that freaking %^&*#$! went to blame me for looking at people's marks when i was giving out the chinese papers. i mean HELLO?! i'm not exactly THAT mean okay. it's just so "expected" of your type. all this unnecessary LABELLING. grrrr wake up your idea and smell the reality of this world CHILD.
today was
NOT fun at all. i mean i seriously don't mind the dancing thingy but YOU missbossy, don't have to be so overdemanding and overpowering right? hello? this is supposed to be a TEAM EFFORT and i bet you don't even KNOW the meaning of that! you're just so proud and bossy and you think you're the BEST just because you're in some stupid $%^ %$^&. you probably got in because of your SLUTTY crumping. that's probably the ONLY thing you depend on. ugh. you're just
PATHETIC. seriously. wake up and get a LIFE.
pffft. i'm so pissed. i don't even want to go to school tomorrow. i'm telling you missbossy if i had been there two days ago, i would have jumped off a building in frustration. kiss my ASS you bitch!
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007]
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hello people. i just
WALKED home from school today after Beatrice showed me where the condoms were at 7/11. =D
well actually i just took a bath.
anyways, today i was supposed to stay back for
PROJECT WORK but apparently Angela felt really bad about not doing anything for the group so far, so she very nicely offered to search for the info herself! how nice.
so val, beatrice, sarah, lisa and melissa (and me of course) went to
koufu for lunch and we ordered fried carrot cake. after lunch, lisa and melissa decided to go off and the rest of us went to popular to get my birthday present! and i must say, val has
a LOT of coins in her wallet. so she took out about $10 worth of coins in order to chip in for my birthday present and they went to pay.
THANKS GIRLS =D
so sarah and val went off leaving beatrice and me to go back to school. (for our project work of course) on the way we saw a cat which yawned in my face. how
rude! but i took a picture of it anyway for Beatrice and then we continued our way back to school and also continuing our discreet conversation.
sshhh...
we saw the hostile cat at the apartments opposite our school again and this time it arched its back really high. so we just backed off and went to school. we met
Sheryl,
NuttyTham and
Pearlene at the canteen and we played the "odd one out" game. i rmb Nutty said this really funny sentence to Pearlene after Pearlene said something dumb. "you are the odd one out cuz you dunno how to play the odd one out." LOL.
after a while, Melissa, PQ and Lisa came out of nowhere with bags full of sushi, chips and ribena! beatrice went to be hero and drank the ribena without putting any water
WITHOUT realising it. tsk tsk.
i found out that PQ bought 20 strips of stickers with $2! so she gave me two and pasted them on my badge and specs. -.-''
we played a bit of
HEART ATTACK then PQ and her fren(forgot her name. oops!) went to fill up some water balloons. oh i realised that lisa can't count because melissa and she were playing this thumb game and when melissa asked her how many thumbs there were, she went to say uhhh five?? WAH LAO EH. and then. (wah this is funny) [this is in the game] she said four but SHE DIDN'T PUT HER THUMBS UP.
LOL!!! it's like damn funny lah! then melissa was going OHMYGAWSH OHMYGAWSH! HAHAHAHA!!!
Beatrice was just plain blur. tsk tsk must wake up lah! then Beatrice and i decided to go back so we went up to class and got our bags and wentt back down to pee. oops too much info.
wells...we didn't exactly go back so we went to the primary side netball court and fooled around with some water balloons and the netball. i'm telling you PQ was terrorising all of us with her water balloons. then we FINALLY went home.
bleah. the results
SUCKED like anything. oh pooh. and then that smartass of a
SARAH went to happyhappy top the class in Geography
AGAIN. wah lao eh! thank goodness she didn't top english if not i would be killing her right now.
oh well...it was an
alright day today and congrats natasha for most probably topping the class in english and no congratulations to YOU sarah for topping the class in geog
AGAIN. hmph.
oh and
THANK YOU VAL, BEATRICE AND SARAH FOR GETTING ME MY MOST DESIRED PRESENT!!! love you girls always! *muacks!*
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007]
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OMG. i can finally BLOG. thank the good
LORD!
oh wells...the retreat yesterday was pretty emotional. but surprisingly i didn't exactly cry that much. i mean i thought i'd be crying buckets but noooooooo...i was just one of the few people who didn't cry. i don't get it. issit like a
must to cry at these sort of things? i mean, we're just searching for our
INNER self and reconciling with our lost friends right? okay..i think i just answered my own question. -.-'
pffft i can't put colour into this post. i HATE posts without colour. >:(
it's a tuesday night and i'm so bored...
which reminds me of today. it was superdeeduper boring cuz all we did was listen to some BEIJING guy with a REALLY REALLY heavy chinese accent and i couldn't understand him at all. so i ended up doodling on my paper that
DEAR Beatrice gave and Sarah doodled on it too. she was fiddling around with Beatrice's calligraphy pen and learning how to write new chinese characters. i know, lame right? you don't need to give me that "thatwassostupid&lame" look. i'll do it myself. -.-''
heh.
wells...the sword thingy was pretty fun and the "imperial officialish" robe part was fun too. i'm telling you natalie has
SHORT arms. no offence lah seriously but you looked like you couldn't find your hands. and Sarah too. but at least Sarah could do the flick-up-the-long-long-sleeves thing. Sarah kept going ON and ON about how she thought the robe thingy was so fun and how she
SO wanted to do it. and she wouldn't go and do it until i raised her hand for her and shoved her out of her seat. *sheesh*
at least she had fun.
next was the sword thing which Pearlini and ShiPei did. i'm telling you ShiPei looked DAMN cute lah! she kept turning and looking back at the BEIJING guy and the BEIJING guy kept telling her xiang qian kan xian qian kan. LOL!
Sarah wanted to do the sword thingy too but she thought maybe not cuz she already went up after all. yup, i had quite a nice "afterrecess" cultural programme. hope the non-chinese girls liked it. now you will know how to appreciate chinese too!
bleah. i don't wana go and check papers tomorrow. i'm telling you i'll probably be sitting next to some smart ass and i will be peeking at that person's marks and feeling so bad about being stupid in a smart class. :'(
soooo sad! i hate my brain! no. i shouldn't say that! i must
APPRECIATE what
GOD gave me. hmph BAD kelly! BAD BAD girl! *spanks self*
oh well. marks are just materialistic things. they won't last forever so i guess i should concentrate on things that will last forever. :D wah wah kelly is becoming so
DEEP. tsk tsk.
OH YAH. i went to the MRT with Beatrice today cuz i wanted to pei her. i know that she is always so lonely...go to the MRT alone. so i went with her! OH and i saw
TEN cats today. it's AMAZING i tell you. i saw this guy feeding some 4 cats too! and there was this one cat who was sitting where the plants are grown at the apartments opposite our school. it kept meowing at me. and Beatrice happyhappy go and put some CRANBERRY syrup with ice onto the ledge for the cat. i'm telling you the cat will get DIARREAH or something. *shit is that how you spell it?*
yupyup then we happyhappy go down to the MRT but guess who we saw on the way? FAUSTATAN & MS AU. tsk tsk. grown adults. all mature and still...haiz...
but ANYWAY. the point is that we saw him. and we also saw him at the ATM. woah. he was withdrawing money. so Beatrice and i quickly quickly go and walk faster. but then i had the drink in my hand. so i faster faster go and eat all the
NATADECOCO and go to the gantry. then i stopped. what if he is at the MRT too? so we went back to check and guess what? HE WAS STILL THERE. omg he either withdraws money reeeeeeaaaaaaaaal slowly or he is withdrawing LOTS AND LOTS of money. hmmm.
but still. we quickly went to the MRT and went to check the whole platform to see if he somehow miarculously sped to the MRT. thank GOD he didn't and i went home safe and sound. =D
Band today was fine. Stefani was being NICER. so i wasn't that pissed and i could play. but one bad news. I CAN'T PLAY HIGH D ANYMORE. oh shit. that really sucks. oh well MORE PRACTICE. plus we've got SPECIAL practice on Saturday which no other section has! ain't that super COOL? yeps.
oh wells, i shall go and watch TV now so i will leave you to digest what i have just posted yah? :D
I love God and I love Jesus. I love the Holy Spirit and I love His RESCUE PLAN. He's included me in it and i shall be the great worker of GOD and help Him recruit new believers for His EVERLASTING Kingdom. AMEN!
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Saturday, May 05, 2007]
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pffft. not gonna visit HER blog or tag anymore. pfft to your ever un-sexy ass! =p
anyways...thinking of piercing my ears. i need second opinions. i know ashley doesn't want me to because according to her it's "very very pain and i've done it before so i know". i think she's really into the debating thing cuz during a debate you need evidence to support your statment and she doesn't really need to say "i've done it before so i know" but she did cuz she thought she needed to support her answer. woah.
finding it very hard to be nice nowadays. i know Sarah made a pact with me to try and be nicer but she so totally abandoned me lah! so now i am left alone to be nice to other people and that's hard. really reeeeaaaally hard. oh wells...went to visit some old blogs which have never been updated since the last century. realised that some people (like lisa) used to tok lyk dis. dey tot it was verii cool worhx. dey lurbbexxedd iit.
okay forget it. i cant' type like that. it just freaks me out that i'm doing it. now i need a second opinion on something else. should i learn how to play the guitar or the drums? drums are cool but guitars are easier to learn. hmmm...second opinions please!
and i just realised something. my posts are starting to be extremely boring. bleah. it's not my fault. studying's getting to me. but THANK GOD i'm on history now. crap my bro wants to use the comp. bleah again.
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Thursday, May 03, 2007]
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i realised that i am a slacker.
yes that's right i slack.
and that's not good.
shit lah i seriously don't want to go for tuition today. tuition sucks like hell and it's so fucking boring. grrrr li aun better come today.
had my geog and zuo wen papers today. geog was just plain shitty. i only had like 45mins to do my section c and i spent 15mins on the stupid photosketch which ended up looking like some sort of black paper with monochromatic colours. and yes i know, kelly knows how to APPLY so well. :D
SOVA paper sucked as well. my dad said that SOVA is stupid. he thinks that art is meant to be in colour and pictures and not tested in words. i so agree with him. and i'm SURE a lot of people do too. [no offence Mrs Zailee :D]
bah. i'm supposed to be studying science right now. yes i know "science?" i'm so fucking slow. grrrr feel so vulgar today. after science i'm gonna do history and that will be the end of my studying spree. i don't understand how lisa can spend so much time on one subject. she spend 20 hours on geog and i spend like 3. hehe....
I DON'T WANA STUDY ANYMORE.
after the loooong papers today, grace, pearlene, val, beatrice, pinkie, sarah, lisa, laura and i went to macs to grab something to eat. well i didn't. i ate two fries which adds up to 30 laps for me. =D grace couldn't decide whether she wanted to go home by bus or mrt and i could tell she wanted to go with the other people but when they decided to take bus she also went to take bus even though it's not the same bus and we could lose more weight by walking from the mrt to home. pfft. she complains that her house is too far away. i'd gladly walk another kilometer if i could lose more weight.
FYI i think i'm losing weight. i've been diligently doing 50 crutches, 40 push ups (mens), 50 more crutches and 30 of that thingy where you put your hand on the edge of anywhere and you stretch out your legs and push yourself up and down every night. even though my family is very suspicious of what i do every night when i change that takes me so long, i still do it. and plus whenever i get the opportunity, i do that thing we did in ms chua's class, the one where you have to lean against the wall and shift yourself into a position that looks like you're sitting on an imaginary chair. oh yes i do that all the time. twice or more a day. and i don't time myself. i just do it until i can't stand it anymore and my legs are shivering like hell.
woohoo i'm so proud of myself. that's the only thing that i am diligent in. oh well better go back to studying. shit i really don't wana go for tuition. i hope lao shi doesn't check for the letter because i didn't do it. and why should i anyway? i just had my test today. xD
here's to what i think of studying. xP
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